Keep It Cool!!

Haven’t updated in quite a long time… =( but anyhow… Im back again… =) with a bang!! Well not with a bang I suppose but with a new look for my blog! See the thing is after a period of time, I get bored of the templates on my blog, and when I get bored of them, I dun wanna post… then I wait for some new template to stimulate me… stimulate me so I would post again… see a change is always what everyone wants… So after a long time that change has come across… and im so loving this new template! Its just wat I need in this hot weather, calm light shades!! =) temme what do you think of it… =)

Football fever is ON!! See the live performance of K naan’s song on Ur right!! I love Waving Flag!! I can just imagine listening to it in a football stadium with the WHOLE crowded cheering and roaring it aloud!! Ahhh!!! Two words for that… ADRENALINE RUSH!! I soo wanna experience this once in my life!! Even though m not a very big football follower, I love people who are… and I do know about the great players like Messi and Kaka and Ronaldo (who I dun like that much) playing for Argentina and Brazil resp!! See im not that dumb! Plus Rindy just told me something really interesting today, the great player of Argentina Mari Dona, I dun know if its spelt that way, wear a wrist watch on both of his wrists… one showing the South African time and the other his country’s… =P

I dun know what to think of him, is he patriotic or just showing off…hehe… I think the latter.. =P

What I really love and follow is F1!! Yeah!! The speed!! Hamilton finally won the Canadian GP!! YAYAYA!! So happy for Mclaren! =)

So anyways I just listened to my bestie Reebie on radio!! Her voice sounded so awesum!! Shes such an amazing person!! Juggling so many things at a time just like a grown up but still asking for fruit tellas like a child! Love you Reebie!

More updates!!

Midterm on 28^th, haven’t studied much… Im hoping that ill pass! I want July to come real soon! So I can meet my apya and hafloo, I wanna partyyy and stay home too!!

Hmm…gave Myra a DREAM surprise birthday party!! Had Sooooo Much Fun!! Her expressions were priceless!! Love you Myra!

And today I had an amazing time in Uni!! Reunions are so cool!! =))

Well now ive to leave and post this post!! =) Keep tuned in for more! Im surely gonna post soon!!

Beat the heat!!

Making Lifetime Memories!!

this is one poem i wrote when i was in class 3 i guess... when the only rhymes i knew were sad bad dad etc... but this is really special to me... it was one of my first poems... may be it was the first... im not sure... neways her goes...

when i feel sad

when i feel bad

i remember my old memories

i surround myself in pleasure

like i find treasure

when i remember my old memories

there was sumthing ahead as well but i dun remember it right now... i wrote it in sum old diary but i cant find it now... ill definately post it when i do... neways it was about my memories... and the reason i remembered it today was cz im making some lovely ones now adays.

for the start... I STOPPED FAKE FROM GOING BACK!!

yeah he had a confirmed ticket for last sat... but i made him stay here for another week... it was awesum... im so happy... i would not be today if he went away dat day...

^^

went to college last week... annual dinner prep have started and v planned to do sum really hilarious and lame drama... but the idea got rejected and now rindy is asking me to do a really cute song... to sing it... (and make people run away from the hall =P) ah well.. lets c... its so damn cute... we will look like kindergarden kids singing it... but nevertheless it will be an experience of a lyftime for sure... more memories...

there are so many groups set up for diff purposes... drama, singing, awards, menu, venue, etc etc. im in the drama one... actually on the behind the cam part... Hb is acting... doing sum old hindi movie parody... i bet it will me funny...

apya's got to decide my annual dinner dress... hmm... wat else... well ill go to uni tomorrow to c hows everything going... if the city conditions are fine... =S karachi bhi na bs...

newys thats all for now..

tc

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In search of a better place!!

After a long and hard struggle exploring different sites and blog templates and learning how to change a template of a blog (thanku rindy...i owe you!) ive finally found one template which i found better than the others... its not completely what i wanted but it did fulfill the most of my requirements such as being black and blue, decent and not so girlish.



Do tell me what do u think about it. =)



Days nowadays are extremely short and i have the same complain with the speed of time. its so fast. i hardly get time to sit and relax... relaxation is what im craving for. not that im extremely busy and im studying my butt off... which i am supposed too and im not =(. its that i really wanna hav some time in which i wouldn't be tensed about my studies.. the weather will be nice.. i wont be sweating like crazy.. i wont have to wake up early in the morning and ill go somewhere with my mom dad... where we will have sum family time. i dunno when will that day cum but im waiting for it... =S



So basically i want a new look... not just for my blog but for my life and not just my life for others as well. I mean we all know the conditions of our city and our country right now. I just found out today about todays 2 blast which took place in the mosque during and right after the namaz-e-jumma today. i was so upset. people are dying without any reason. families are broken in just few seconds and in a place like a mosque... its awful.



The newscaster said that this was the 3rd major blast of this month and its just 12th june today.



Not even a the mid of this month has passed and so many lives are taken away. =( i hope it ends. i hope this country becomes peaceful... i hope this terrorism comes to an end. This darkness, fear and terror within our souls disappears. and we start to live in a happy place.




Dear Allah,
Please let this to an end, i know u do all the things for a reason and the Azab uve sent upon us is to teach us. Please bless all the people who have lost their lives, and give their families the strength to carry on. Please finish this.
(Aameen)

RUNNNING AWAY!!

Sitting on my bed... (Lol… I always write that don’t I) hehe. Neways sitting on my bed I hav Guyton lying in front of me but ive merely ignored it and opened up my laptop. Well I made an excuse that I have to scan my pc and then ill start to study but honestly the scan is completed and even though there are no infections found in my system thankfully, im still im sitting on my bed with my laptop open…err…I just mentioned that thrice now.. =S

Neways,

Sitting on my bed…. Hahaha… ok nw I wont write it again. Promise. =P

Well… I was going through Rindy’s blog (it was awesome as always) and I found out that like many other things we share in common (bloggers, vampires, love for collide and now for witch doctor) we have the same disease as well… ill call it “Parh-Run”. you can comprehend from the compound word I just wrote, it means that as we see that we have to study we find ways to run away from it. Cheers Rindy!

Neways what are the other things I run from..? *rubs her chin and thinks like an intellectual which I m NOT (no harm trying =P)*

+ Making Phone Calls On My Cell:

Yeah… that’s the things I run from, as soon as I hav a idea that dads gonna tell me to make a call on my cell wid my precious credit… I RUN!! The reason is that if I start making calls with my cell, my credit will b over quickly and then I wont be able no avail my 250 sms/mms package! And if I dun do that how will my day pass? How will I manage to keep a smile on my face (dats melodramatic)… it doesn’t mean I cannot live widout my cell phone, I just dun want to. =P

+Making tea in the evening:

Now as the clocks strikes 5pm… my bro shouts aloud “chai bana do”! And I hate it! I really do! 5pm is like 4pm really and its so HOT… so why would u want tea??? I get pissed… and if I dun make it I get threats from him… lol… “ainda mujhe koi kam kehna main bi nai karun ga”. So that’s another thing I run away from… even though I do make it for him.

+Studying… Duh-Uh!!

Now heres the true example… im sitting writing my blog and using fb right now. But the thing I should really be doin at this tym is studying anatomy, starting embryo, doing physio and preparing for my xams next month… but im running away from it… hehe.

Well there are hundreds of little other things I usually run away from but right now im running away from writing a very lengthy post… and I do sometimes run away from updating my blog which I dun want to but still do… =P

Neways do share with me the things u run away from…!!

Until next time… cheers!!

P.S. im really happy today… I found my long lost friend on fb… her name Is aiman… she shifted to Canada long time back and we lost contact… but now shes back in contact… now I hope I find komal too!

My StoMachAche!!

Today I am having a stomachache… no I dun hav any gastric problem and ive not been eating any unhygienic stuff like sum days back… It’s a stomachache a I usually hav when I feel guilty… like ive done something wrong… and after a lot of thinking ive found out the reason behind it, well, actually not a lot of thinking it was obvious and im feeling terribly badly horribly sorry and im disappointed in myself.

For u awl to know wat the hell im blabbering about u first should know bout my pals, buddies and my best friends at uni.

So now I present to you my best friends.

Methionine

She is the mature one, the best part is that she’s fat =P. One of my oldest frnd from school… ive known her since I was in my first grade… and nw after all the years we are still together and hopefully will always be.

Bromine

She’s the sweet one, the best part is when she laughs her cheeks get so red and it luks so cute. I found her in a uni in which I only went for a week, we were both loners there and I wanted her to be my friend, the first time I saw her, and fortunately I became her frnd and v both got transferred to this uni where I met the rest.

HB

She’s an adorable and fun loving very much like me. The best part is that she is like a-choti-si-aunti. (u wont get that bt neway =P) V became frnds in the starting days of the new uni through Methionine as she already knew her frm college, once she was sitting alone trying to study anatomy and v called her over and she’s with us ever since.

Sulphur aka Rindy

Sulphur is the most lovable creative and innocent girl ive ever met. The best part bout her is her imagination. We found her besides the canteen… She loves to have sumthn in her mouth every moment but she’s not fat. =) I share many common things with her and u’ll get to knw soon.

Reebie

Reebie is the intelligent and the interesting one. The best part bout her is her long list of her crushes. I found her in Ma’am Naheeds class. She always wants to hav fun sum where outside the uni and she loves shopping and crossroads and outfitters and every expensive garment store on the planet =P just kidding.

So these are my ultimate rocking loving funny cute or as Reebie would put HAWT girl friends. And life without them now I can’t imagine which brings me back to my stomachache… = (

Like I told u all that I usually hav this kinda ache when ive done something I shouldn’t hav done. So here goes…

Lately in uni I have been spending a lot of tym wid Reebie and yes ive been enjoying them and doing all the girly stuff, having crushes, using far sightedness to find them gossiping hanging out and to everyone’s surprise studying and to a much greater surprise teaching!!! (poor student) And I am doing all of it with Reebie.

And now ive just got home frm college well actually a pizza joint (with Reebie yet again) and I started having this ache... it started from the abdominal part then it came towards the thorax and as I realized my foolishness it has reached my heart and my brain and finally im letting it out.

Ive JUST realized that IM BEING A BAD BAD FRIEND *screams in a dissapointed voice*. Im not spending good time with the rest of my lovely janu friends, I miss methionine’s overeating, sulphur’s cute remarks, bromine’s red cheeks and Hb’s aunti-ness…

Im unintentionally ignoring them, not being in their company even when they are 6 steps away, im so angry wid me. If I would hav been in their place I would have created mayhems and havocs. And my sweet friends are so sweet that they haven’t even complained. =( I feel guilty and blameworthy.

I deserve a slap and a kick and a scolding from all of them. Not that I regret spending time with Reebie but I feel that we should have all been together. I remember the 15 minutes I spent with all of them today. They were the best moments of the entire day. Methionine was high today and she made me laugh so much that I was tossing myself left and right at 180 degrees. (I usually do that don’t think im mad)

And then at lunch, I kept thinking about them and missing my group. Imagining Methionine forcing down pizza slices even though she hates pizza. Reebie exclaiming that cheese would make her gain weight. Sulphur asking me, “ye pizza kitnay rupees ka hai?” Bromine expecting a scolding from her mom. And Hb wanting to get up and change that boring music.

It would hav been MUCH more fun. I miss them. I’ll surely apologize and tell them that I really don’t want to be without them. I don’t want to me nomad like that guy. I don’t want to repeat the thing the other friend did to us. I don’t want to betray them. I dun want to lose them.

Its said that to hav a gud friend... you hav to be one.

I need to give them a BIG HUG and tell them we will always be together. I hope it’s no too late.

Lost And Insecure......!

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Writing ma second post and m completely taken over by dis song by the fray… I can’t really relate to da song because m still alive…

…but wat I can understand frm da words da vocalist who is so beautifully singing is his life was taken away frm him when he needed it da most… he really didn’t wanted to die at dat point of his life… n nw he his suffering so much… he really wants to be wid his beloved… =( but he cant…

Sometimes how helpless u can be… like u really want sumthn n u cant … u just cant… it gets so frustrating… and annoying…but still u cant do anything…

At such times of sadness depression anger frustration u need a shoulder of sumone u blindly trust… u love… u adore… u can rely on completely and trust wid Ur deepest secrets… deepest of yourself…

And wat if u can’t find dat person… wat if no one of dat sort exists within Ur life… and even if da person does exist … wat if you cant reach him or her at dat time… then wat??

Talking about losing life when u did not want it to finish, I remembered a novel Rindy gave me to read… Marian Keyes’s “Anybody Out There”. It was really nice but it left me depressed… I never want anybody to hav dat kind of experience in life… I mean ill never want to go on with my life if sum1 I love so dearly leaves me… but yet…

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

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Until next time… take care of yourself and all your loved ones…make da most of ur moments… who knows if tomorrow never comes…