Saturday, December 26, 2009

Life As I Know It!! =)



Every other day…


Life to me is new…

Life to me is blue…

Life to me is waking up…

Without any clue…


I see pictures on the walls…

Of me growing up…

From an infant to a toddler…

From a girl to an adult…


Sometimes a sad…

Sometimes a happy air…

Sometimes just numb…

Sometimes not fair…


There times im happy…

And others are sad…

Being happy then…

Does that make me bad?


All around me are people…

I love and adore…

But will they stay forever…

Of that im not sure…


They make me laugh…

They make me cry…

I love it the most is when…

They make me dance in joy!


Im sometimes alone…

Even in a crowd…

And no one listens…

Even if I shout loud…


Sometimes good sometimes bad…

Life gives me surprises…

It teaches me to be prepared…

When im well or in crises…


Life to me is sweet…

Life to me is sour…

Life resonates…

Like the strings of a guitar.


This is life as I know it…

But everything is meant to be…

Gives me smiles and tears…

And that’s what life is to me…

Thursday, December 24, 2009

If You're Happy And You Know It... =)



well ill reather be in gryfinddor!!

Lalalalalala La lalalalalala La!!!

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

If you’re happy and you know it stamp your feet… *stamp stamp stamp*

If you’re happy and you know it and you really wanna show it…

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

Veeeeeeeee!!!

It’s my favorite season of the year… winters!!! I love winters… I love my comfy bed and my lovely warm quilt and I love to snuggle into it and cuddle with my purple cushion… just lying there all warm… I love the laziness and coffee and sweaters and shawls!! And to top it all my university cleverly though but has given us a week off as our vacations!! YAYAYAYAYA!!!

What more could I ask for… even though ill have to study in these days but still ill have fun too…

Plans for my week’s vacation!!

  1. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp!!!
  2. Lie on my bed for no reasons… just to be lazily warm… =P
  3. Read Princess Diaries 9 parts!!
  4. Have lots and lots of chocolaty stuff!!
  5. Rest
  6. And yes… I have to study too… hard to ignore… =(

Anyways ill enjoy most of it!!

Earlier I became a fan of a page on facebook named… ill re read our conversation many times cuz it makes me smile….

It’s a true and beautiful thing… so sweet… and I do it like all the time… rewinding and playing conversations I had with people in my head just bcz it’s nice to think about it again and again. And it does make me smile…

And like one thing leads to another… im head over heels in love with this song called smile by uncle kracker… sure u’ll be listening to it right now on my blog if u just turn up the volume… go on… hit play again… yeah that’s rite… and yeah just listen to it now….

“You make me smile like a sun

Fall out of bed

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head

Spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold

Buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you makes me wild

Oooo! You make me smile”

=)

Isn’t it just sweet? Like pure honey… and it does make me smile and move around… and feel all happy and merry!!

Boy… some songs really touch you! And you go la la la la!! And so do some people and so do some places and so do some moments….

Ah… im all Veeeee right now… am I not??

=^^=

Rest for the next!!

Take care!! Happy winters!!


Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Daily Chum Chum! Updates!


Hey, so m finally here writing a post I longed to write for so long… again I had some major internet issues which became a barrier between me and my blog and to top it all my keyboard gave up too which was like the electric wires laid up on the barrier walls so no one could get it in… hehe… well that’s all I could think of cz similar wires are laid on my bros uni walls (ruining all the view of his awesum university)… =P

But at least his university just looks like a jail… my university IS a jail… with the electronic attendance systems and cameras looking at you all over the place… it sucks… bt the funny part is that even that doesn’t stop the students from bunking and doing all kinds of fun… they take these barrier systems more like a challenge and they are quite successful in fooling them… lol… dowites have guts is all I can say… *winks*

Anyways, im here sitting on my bed yet again writing this post… and if facebook conducts some stats scan for my blog it will easily result that this is the most frequently used sentence on my blog… yeah it is… and I love mentioning it… not that I mention it intentionally but it just comes of from nowhere and I have to type it… like you do it with babies… you hide and say TAAA!!! Lol!! So this sentence does that and it’s the TAAA on my blog!! Veeeee!!

Babies… the most loveable adorable sweet creatures on earth… I LOVE babies… every color every size… I love the naughty ones, the shy ones, the smiling ones even the crying ones… they make me smile and I just…. Love it… wherever I go I come across babies and I play with them, kiss their chubby cheeks or just nudge their chins… awww… =)
That’s the reason I wanna take pediatrics as my specialized field after my bachelors in medicine… =)


Well I met this amazing beautiful happy baby on my last visit to the dentist… her name was Mashal and she MashAllah is the prettiest and the most adorable baby ive ever met!! I took her away from her mommy for the time I was waiting for my turn. She was just two months old and she was amazing... the way she reacted to the things I did was sooooooooooooo adorable… she smiled and laughed and she had bottle green eyes… the 30mins I spent playing with her took all my tiredness away and I felt Veeeeeeeee!!!

Braces… This November my braces turned a year old!! Happy Birthday Braces!! =) I remember how I used to hate them but now I kinda like them… I get their colors changed every appointment and sometimes matching with the dresses I have to wear at special occasions… like I got them blue and black with my annual dinner’s dress and pink and purple with another… red and black with my eids dress and so on… im used to them now and I dun even mind smiling with them showing now… at first I used to snap shut my mouth and smile at pictures but now I can smile widely.. YAY!! And surprisingly I think im gonna miss them once they are gone… =/

Ummmm… what more…

College is fun!! Amazing Fun!! Im having a time of my life there… with my awesum friends its… beyond words… we have this place we hangout… we call it “sea view” cz its like two wide steps on the edge of the canteen side and it’s a brilliant place where we could sit and enjoy the views of our college… nearly everyone is visible from there and we gossip and we talk about every single thing one could imagine just sitting there… memories… ill never forget… haha…. What makes it even better is the samosa Gulab Jamun gets for me and I enjoy it sitting there… yummmmm!!

Now that we have cows and now that our clinical group seems to be final we had our first outing at Pizza Hut and it went pretty well… we enjoyed thoroughly and four of us that is me, najju, farro and chuch gave our birthday treats… the most cute titles we gave to each other… chuch getting footpath cz of the yellow black dress she wore and shouki the shy guy and Manu oprah winfrey cz he did sing the birthday song for us like a opera singer.. =P the photo shoot went amazing and the boys were shocked at first by our harkaten but later they joined in too… ending up with a photo with the branch’s manager who joked every time he served something on our table… the joking manager.. Hehe…

It’s a love season for some and the exam season for others and for some its both… =P Apya’s exams are going on and her papers are at my college so ive been meeting her at all days and having fun revising pathology and pharmacology with her… shes amazing. J bhai’s papers are also on… as he was among the short attendance student even though he had a good 71%... (Yeah… Dow sux). Ive been praying for both of them and yay! My prayers are working… I hope they both score real high especially J bhai should get a 4 considering the kind of nerd he is... =P!!


Twilight fever is ON!!! New moon has released and it’s better than the first movie and Taylor aka Jacob is REAL HAWT!!! =P what more can I say when I say that of all the people Maiyan has started reading twilight series… she had never ever read a novel her entire life and now she all about Edward and twilight and lovey dovey romance… =P

Well… that’s enough updates for one post… ill keep posting like I always say… =P

Take care!! Love You All!! Hope I find a Ed-cob real soon… =P

P.S. Happy Birthday Komal!! My old gold friend and May you have many many more!! And a merry Christmas to everyone!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

New Chapters Of My Life!!

Hey there...

Its me again... writing after a pretty long time... updating the blog... making it mine even more... like transferring whats in me to it... giving it life... =P

hehe... enuf of the intellectual talk back to fun parts!!

First and foremost!! IM A PHUPHU NOW!! *jumps up and down with excitement* my first cousin had a baby girl and im a proud Fofeee!! =) Im both a khala and a fofeee now! and i cant wait to see both my nieces!! =)

Moreover college life is going amazing... we are having hell lot of fun ragging the poor juniors! yeah yeah im a senior now.. a bit insecure bout it to be honest.. cz i loved being a junior.. i had all my rights on "the views" and i dun want anyone to get them other than me...hehehe... =D waisay abhi tak to im loving the senior thing as well...

Mid term on 5th!! asusual im not prepared!! i hate physio!! =(

Our college point is overloaded with new kids! I hav to got to the first stop everyday to get myself a seat for the loooong journey! Had the most amazing point journey the other day with umyum and maiyan!! =) like i say US=TOTAL MADNESS!!

umyams fine after her terrible loss... and its great to see her smile and laugh and prank!! =) Allah bless her dad... Ameeen!!

enough for now! ill keep postinf!! take care!!


Mysterious You!!


Knowing you is like walking through the mist...
No matter how much i explore...
I end up getting lost...
Surrounded by the mist

Everyday!!




Every day is a new chapter...
everyday is a new sun...
everyday is a new beggining...
and
everyday ends to start over with a new day!!



Sunday, November 8, 2009

Fireflies around me!! =)

Once again... long time no post... but this time it wasnt my fault... my net wasnt working... and even though it is working now... its not perfectly workeeeng!! and i cant upload my pictures on fb and cant even change my dp!! =( *sniff sniff*

Anyways its a relief that i can at least post.. *phew*

Recently i had amazing days at uni and i shared a song i fell in love with.. with sana... Fireflies by owl city!! This one gave me a whole new perspective of my surroundings... like fireflies glowing around me!! Then again it made me believe that.. im blessed.. im lucky.. im free and im alive....

Im just fascinated by the song.. im happy and i want others happy too... thats me... thats the way i feel happy... seeing everyone happy... =)

*Cause I'd Get A Thousand Hugs
From Ten Thousand Lightning Bugs
As They Tried To Teach Me How To Dance*

Mommy Popsi are back... so im happy!
I got a surprise cake for mommy... so im happy!
I felt amazing on annual dinner... i looked pretty... so im happy!
I have lovely friends... so im happy!
I have the keys to my amazingly cute imagination... so im happy!
Ill hangout with my best friends... so im happy!
I did the performance thing n annual dinner... it went amazing... so im happy!
I live, I dance, I eat, I laugh... so im happy!
I see pretty dreams and sumtimes scary... but im happy!
I have secrets... so im happy!
I have giggles... so im happy!
Pumo has gobo, tomo, loko, arvo and alo... so im happy!
I have cows... so im happy!
I have you.. you hav me and its magical around me... so im happy!
Im blessed.. so im happy!!

Recount ur blessings and remember that never to forget to smile....
*happy happy... lalalala*

*I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.*

**this ones for my those lovely friends who are not so happy right now!! ill try my best to make them happy!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Am I Dreaming!!


The song im in love with right now!!


See I met him on the beach
In the summer it was hot
We were chilling in the island breeze
Then he whispered in my ear
Mami come on over here
Let me take you to your fantasy

Should I stay or should I go?
'Cause I've been here before
Should I even up the flow
Get back and let it go?
'Cause in my head I didn't think
That I can fall in love with you

The way we kiss under the moon
Am I dreaming?
He show me things I never knew
Am I dreaming?
He know exactly what to do
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?
Am I...
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Got my heart up in this dance
What a beautiful man
Dance batchata as we rock on the sand
Put his hand up on my hips
Started looking at his lips
I'm the luckiest girl in the land

And I can't belive the way you
Got me feeling right
I don't wanna leave this place
Stay right by my side
Cause in my head I never thought
That I could fall in love with you

The way we kiss under the moon
Am I dreaming?
He show me things I never knew
Am I dreaming?
He know exactly what to do
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?
Am I...
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?

Baby wish we never let this go, no no more
Don't wanna be alone anymore
We have something rare and I want to know,
Are you real, am I dreaming?

Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh oh, oh eh oh eh, oh ah
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh oh, oh eh oh eh, oh ah
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh oh, oh eh oh eh, oh ah
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh oh, oh eh oh eh, oh ah

The way we kiss under the moon
Am I dreaming?
He show me things I never knew
Am I dreaming?
He know exactly what to do
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming? (I cannot be dreaming)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S



Hey everyone…

Nice to write again…LOVING MY BLOG! I was waiting for the right time… u know for me… there is a right time to write… in that time I feel easy and relaxed and words come to me by themselves…

These words make a traffic jam in my mind… blowing like the horns of the car… screaming “write me first!! Write me first!!” and I have to tell them “hold ur horses my lovely words ill line up and arrange and then everyone will find their right place...” so this is the way I write in the right time giving all my words a right place… =P

Well too much of the right and write… hehehe… cuming to the real purpose of my post…ummmm… what was it... oh yeah, my friends…

Well here goes!

It seems only yesterday when I entered in a med school… goin to dow was like a dream for me… and this dream nearly shattered when I missed the dow seat by just 5 seats… but then luck waved its wand and after just one week in smc… THE CALL came… telling me that I was given the Dow merit seat cz of those students who didn’t claim their seat… I could not believe my luck…

I somehow knew I was meant to be in Dow… cz xcept for the first amazing day in smc the rest of the week was just okay and I only made one good friend… Bromine… who also due to our combined prayers landed in Dow! =) (well actually my version of the story is that I kicked 2 more students out when I went there and made a place for her.. =P)

First day, I was nervous… I didn’t know anyone there and I was afraid of being ragged… myosin didn’t turn up that day my only known frnd there and I was happy and confused at the same time… as I entered the lecture hall… a chill ran down my spine… and it was basically cz of the air-conditioning =P. I recognized many faces from my college but I didn’t know them that much… then I saw a friend who always gave her inter exams with me and she introduced me to a group of girls from DHA… and there I met Hira aka dum dum diamondo the ever loving girl for the first time… then there were the twins… extremely identical and I still have problem guessing who’s who, sadia casim, Qiraata, and Sid. They welcomed me and made me feel very comfortable… =)… the thing I enjoyed the most about them was they wished Happy Birthday to everyone almost everyday even though there was no birthday… sweet…

Then the next day Myosin finally came… and then we got friends with Hb… then bromine arrived from smc… then we met Rindy by the canteen and that’s how we five became We Five!! =) later we became really good friends with Reebie!! (we six!)


Other people I met and got very close to were Jammu’s group and my Rishtaydaar!! They are amazing people… were cool and funny… =) Friends are the best part of this uni life so far… they are the only reason I want to get up every morning and get ready for… =) I have so much fun with them…

Pace… speeds…velocity… rapidity… motion… these physics terms are completely different when related to time… unstoppable un-freezable… there are so many moments I want to freeze… but I can’t… I wish I could time travel… that way I could go back in time and relive all my happy moments… =)

When in inter we had to make sentences using idioms and one of the most common was “making the most of”… well now I understand this idiom completely and I want to apply it not only in a sentence but in my remaining four years at this place… Dow…

Dow does suck when it comes to the electronic attendance, lame admin, the 90 percent attendance and the rumors of uniforms but it did gave me the bestest people to be with… my friends….



Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Fingers Crossed For A New Beggining!! =)



Hey there!

Today is the last day of my 2 months vacations... ah.. the speed of time... these months flew away and here i am sitting and thinking about the new tomorrow...

ill be starting my 2nd year at med school.. last year this time i was thinking about the first... =)

these holidays were the bestest holidays of my entire life.. so much fun.. everything that could be done was done... fakes visit... ramazan and eid and waterpark and arena and every food joint... and friends and family and family friends... a bad fight with fake and then reunion as well(thank GOD)...i even got to know about sum new family relatives and met them for the very first time... =)

the most amazing parts were the fakes visit i already mentioned in my blog and the 3rd eid day... 12hours with apya hafi and j bhai... it was wow... from breakfast to the night drive and kulfi...yum yum... just awesum!!

i hope this is not the end... and i hope this year ahead will be memorable like the first!!

^^

ill keep posting once i get my usb...2moro i hope!!

New Look!!








Finally....

I gave my blog the new look!!

New posts cuming soonest!!

=)



^^
L.O.V.E.

Monday, September 14, 2009

All i did was... Dance!






Young and silly I was then
Unaware and careless that was when…
I woke up to find myself in a rainy day
Whether it was august or was it May…

The raindrops so beautiful
It was all I could see…
The lovely birds chirped away
Blissful and free…

Beautiful raindrops dropped
But did not hurt…
Like the people of this,
Cruel bad world…

All I knew then
Was how to shake…
I twisted and tossed and turned…
And tumbled my mistake…

I sat there in that puddle
Taking it all in…
It felt so peaceful…
Content and serene…

As time passed by…
I looked up in the sky…
The stars, now visible…
They twinkled and waved me by…

The petals began to fold…
That was what I wanted too…
To be held so tight…
And not let go…

I looked around as I stood up
I caught my breath…
The sight so magnificent..
Never before have had I said…

I felt like I understood…
What the stars wanted to say…
I could never forget what I felt..
It was a memorable day…

I stood up and thought…
It was all worth a chance…
So I did what they asked me…

And All I did was … dance…


By:
Me.. A little young woman who likes...ah well...loves to dance

P.S..

this one is for awl my bestest friends.. my family.. my purple cushion...



Merrrryyy Allll The Wayyyy!!! Veeee!!



i wonder...

sometimes little things in life make you so happy, ever felt such merry merry feelings?, i do, its just so nice, a little time out of the real cruel world... even a compliment makes your day... just a lil drop of rain makes you go wild, and so does a new look... esp when ppl like you.. (and call even hawt =P)... well so are my days nowadays.. with a new "what sana calls a cute chic hairstyle"... im feeling like im flying, i play with it, i spend time infront of the mirror... after a long long time... =) im happy.. i go veeeee when apya says its pretty... i just do... =)

so many smileys in my lil world...

i feel energetic and young and vibrant (dad says he'll get me frocks and a bib and a feeder to go with my look... sana thinks im all gud luking 7year old =D).. like i have some super power... i can wooo off my chores luking efficient and it seems lyk everything is under control... wow...

*a gotta feeling... tonights gonna b a good night... that tonights gonna be a good good night...*


yeah thats black eyed peas new hot song... very diff from what they recorded before... arsala calls them "kali ankh( black eyed) walay matar (pea)" it made ROFL... shes got the cutest most amazing humour... so does my other rishtaydaar... =) farro..naj..tooba...love you all!!
well this song is fitting my mood perfectly right now... ill put it u my blog... =P sb sunna phr..

ramazan is going well... its 23rd roza today... all is well...

again comes that merry merry feeling... this time thinking that i will loose some weight!! hopes high and finger crossed!! =P

*dancing dancing dancing*

well there are sum more songs who have wooed me... ill list them today... they are..

1. someday we'll know... ost of the walk to remember
2. fire burning onda dance floor... sean kinsgton
3. its gonna be love... mandy moore
4. even angels fall... ost 10 things i hate about you
5. cry... mandy moore

im listening to them all the time!! i so love them..

oh yeah.. i watched the time travellers wife and the notebook and the walk to remember (again), and i loved them all!!! im downloading the ugly truth rite now.. im sure it will be a treat to watch...


My EID's shopping is DUN DUNA DUN DONE!!! finally... i got a really nice dress red and black with nice black stilletos!! i wanna eid to come soon but calling eid is like telling my holidays to come to an end... which i dun want... actually i do want them to end so i could go to college and c and meet my frnz and soooo many people.. i miss them all so much... but i just dun wanna start studying so soon... =(

what else... hmmm... ummm.. =P no luck with an iftari get together... =(

i hope i stop being a lazy girl and keep posting on my blog... until then

=^^=

ill return to my flying now... here i go... *vvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!*