Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Updatessss.... =)
Friday, July 9, 2010
Starting to believe...
Its love I hear people talk about, my friends talk about and my old friends who kinda left me for it talk about… Love is what I dun know about much, but yes I do believe in it, or I am starting to…
Sometimes little things in life show you that it does exist, little sentences or books, and then many things tell you it doesn’t, but I for now truly believe that It does exist… whether It would come my way, im not sure but I certainly hope so, but if it doesn’t I know its rare… and not all can be as lucky…
The love I believe in, is not the one which happens to people nowadays, it’s the old fashioned one, the ones nowadays is regarded as the silly novelish one,
The one in which two people don’t need to be together to feel it,
The one which needs no words to be expressed,
The one in which a blink of eye is enough to say that yes its there, I feel it for you, I care for you, I live for you and I could die for you…
And just a nod from the other one is enough to let know that the trust between them is as strong as the relation of one with God… It says all… it says… I believe you… I trust you and I love you too…
It’s like two perfect pieces of puzzle,
It’s like one soul in two bodies,
It’s like the planet with its moon,
Its like made for each other…inseparable and dependent…
Love… such a small four lettered word brings meaning to life, an ambition to be fulfilled, it’s like a rainbow… it reflects colors… colors of adore, respect and passion… Commitment and promise, trust and compromise…
It has much more to it than what people nowadays think of it, I seriously doubt if except few someone really knows how strong it can be… yea, now u’ll say what I would know, im not in love, but everyone has a perspective and so do I…
I believe it’s a gift of God, blessed by Him to His good people, a way of Him letting some know that He loves them and so by sending that person to his good man He makes him feel loved in this world…
I seriously might start believing in it… and I do like any other teenage girl want to have it… but I dun wanna rush into it, I want it to be gifted by God, though sometimes seeing couples around me make me sad inside, but there’s faith and hope inside me… and from my perspective I need to please my God first, fall in love with Him first and then make Him love me back… =)
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
The Last Song!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Midterm fever!!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Im A Provider And its True!!!
Came across this test from
Here is the link... check it out! http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
Here is the result…
Your type is
ESFJ
Strength of preferences in percents
Extravert: 22
Sensing: 12
Feeling: 62
Judging: 11
You are:
- slightly expressed extravert
- slightly expressed sensing personality
- distinctively expressed feeling personality
- slightly expressed judging personality
And this makes me a PROVIDER…
Providers take it upon themselves to insure the health and welfare of those in their care, but they are also the most sociable of all the Guardians, and thus are the great nurturers of social institutions such as schools, churches, social clubs, and civic groups. Providers are very likely more than ten percent of the population and this is fortunate for the rest of us, because friendly social service is a key to their nature. Wherever they go, Providers happily give their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, and that social functions are a success.
Highly cooperative themselves, Providers are skilled in maintaining teamwork among their helpers, and are also tireless in their attention to the details of furnishing goods and services. They make excellent chairpersons in charge of dances, banquets, class reunions, charity fund-raisers, and the like. They are without peer as masters of ceremonies, able to speak publicly with ease and confidence. And they are outstanding hosts or hostesses, knowing everyone by name, and seemingly aware of what everyone's been doing. Providers love to entertain, and are always concerned about the needs of their guests, wanting to make sure that all are involved and provided for.
Friendly, outgoing, neighborly - in a word, Providers are gregarious, so much so that they can become restless when isolated from people. They love to talk with others, and will often strike up a conversation with strangers and chat pleasantly about any topic that comes to mind. Friendships matter a great deal to Providers, and their conversations with friends often touch on good times from years past. Family traditions are also sacred to them, and they carefully observe birthdays and anniversaries. In addition, Providers show a delightful fascination with news of their friends and neighbors. If we wish to know what's been going on in the local community, school, or church, they're happy to fill us in on all the details.
Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them somewhat self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Loving and affectionate themselves, they need to be loved in return. In fact, Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and are happiest when given ample appreciation both for them personally and for the tireless service they give to others.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Ready to Shift!! =D
Ive always felt that there’s no place like home!
It a fact! Even if u like traveling or when you visit your cousins or friends to their places for sum time or go somewhere away from it, even your college or ur best friends place, a moment comes when you just wanna grab your stuff and leave right?? And home is the only place you wanna cum back to...
Ive had this feeling countless times and im sure you hav had it too. Im always up for parties and going to friend’s places and doin slumbers there, but whenever there is some plan, there is always sum tiny little feeling nagging me from the inside.. (a part of it is that I would never get a permission for slumber hehe…) but the thing is that when im bored or sumthing all im planning to do is to leave home and go somewhere for a change but the tiny little feeling wants me to come back soon and not be gone for so long from the very same boring home… my bed… my room… my place… my space… =)
Anyway nowadays my new home is under construction… we will be shifting soon. Its at a place near us, which would still make me far from my university and the main city, and ill be finally living in a place where load shedding is huge problem like elsewhere in this country and there will be a lot less greenery than the place ive been living in for my whole life but still im excited and my hopes are high and like everyone says “apna ghar tou apna he hota hai” =P



The new home is building up from quite a while now, and now its finally in its last stages, most of the woodwork is done and so is the marble flooring and polishing, and it already looks so homey… =)
And of course im SOOOO excited about my new room… my new wardrobe and dresser and furniture and curtains and the window which ive dragged out to make a small sitting area. Its the place ive always dreamt on sitting and writing my blog posts, so in future I wont be using my fav statement of sitting on bed writing a post much, (which by the way im also doing write now =p) and instead it will be… “Here I am sitting besides my huge window writing this post”… YAY!! Better watch out for that okay?? ;)
Pray it finishes real soon and I shift real soon aswell cz the cherry on the cake will be that
Better stop writing now!! Prayer time!! And I have a list of prayers to discuss with Allah nowadays… =) I hope all my wishes come true!
Until next time… take care, keep praying and keep faith!!

P.S. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY ANNI BAJI… =) May you have many many more!! Have a wonderful day and everyday!!
Monday, June 14, 2010
Keep It Cool!!
Haven’t updated in quite a long time… =( but anyhow… Im back again… =) with a bang!! Well not with a bang I suppose but with a new look for my blog! See the thing is after a period of time, I get bored of the templates on my blog, and when I get bored of them, I dun wanna post… then I wait for some new template to stimulate me… stimulate me so I would post again… see a change is always what everyone wants… So after a long time that change has come across… and im so loving this new template! Its just wat I need in this hot weather, calm light shades!! =) temme what do you think of it… =)
Football fever is ON!! See the live performance of K naan’s song on
I dun know what to think of him, is he patriotic or just showing off…hehe… I think the latter.. =P
What I really love and follow is F1!! Yeah!! The speed!!
So anyways I just listened to my bestie Reebie on radio!! Her voice sounded so awesum!! Shes such an amazing person!! Juggling so many things at a time just like a grown up but still asking for fruit tellas like a child! Love you Reebie!
More updates!!
Midterm on 28th, haven’t studied much… Im hoping that ill pass! I want July to come real soon! So I can meet my apya and hafloo, I wanna partyyy and stay home too!!
Hmm…gave
And today I had an amazing time in Uni!! Reunions are so cool!! =))
Well now ive to leave and post this post!! =) Keep tuned in for more! Im surely gonna post soon!!
Beat the heat!!
Monday, May 24, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Starshine And Sunshine’s Day Out!
This story (and more to come) is a combined thing me and my best friend Castellano did during a very boring day at college… we always hav a great time together even when others leave the uni early… and heres the proof… the parts in red are written by me and the parts in black by Castellano…
So here goes...
PART 1
Once upon a time, Sunshine and Starshine were dancing in the rain. They had been dancing for an hour, so their feet had grown tired and they decided to sit down.
But there was no place to sit! So Star bent down on her back for Sun to sit. But suddenly, by magic Star evolved into a beautiful unicorn. And in no time she evolved back into a human and Sun into the unicorn. But the weirdest of all weird things, Star still had a glittering horn on her forehead!!

And people thought that she had hit her head so hard that the horn was actually a huge bump! =P So the horned Star and the Sun the unicorn started dancing again…
Then Star kicked Sun in the butt because she did not want to dance anymore. “Owhh!! That Hurt!!” moaned the beautiful unicorn in obvious pain. Its magical Gluteus Maximus had never been so mistreated before. So The Dark Gods of Punishment descended upon the horned Star!!
But as Star explained them that the dumb ass kicked Sun was forcing her to dance, and she did not want of cz her legs were all cramped, they got very angry with D.A.K (dum ass kicked =P) Sun and they immediately removed Star’s stupid glittering horn and gave Sun two of them…
Sun looked even more beautiful now; The Gods said “Two is Better Than One! And this is our gift to you for the wonderful deed you did.”
And then out of nowhere “Boys like Girls and Taylor Swift” turned up to sing their latest hit track “Two is better than one” to which D.A.K Sun started dancing to even though it wasn’t a dance track at all, but she went “Lalala I hav two horns” and Star whispered to herself, “Gawd!! shes dumb!” =P
The unicorn couldn’t care; she danced on and then collapsed on the wet ground. She went into a deep, deep sleep. It was then she turned into another beautiful creature the Sleeping Beauty waiting for her Prince Charming’s kiss no wake her up.
Well that was what happened in the story but how could we forget that this sleeping creature needed not a kiss but a KICK to awaken… And that too not from a Prince but her very own *tadaaaa* Starshine!!!
“How self obsessed”, thought the Gods of Star. They protected Sun in a magical sphere of light that no one could pass through, not even Starshine’s kick! Star sat down dejected with a long sad face, rubbing her chin thoughtfully!
All Star ever wanted to do was to help her D.A.K Sun. Now that the sphere of light was placed she would never wake up! =( She had to do something and she knew she needed a genius to help her. So she went to Mr. Bokhahara!!! =P
Mr. Bokhahara told her the secret to cross the light barrier and she did!! And there she was inside the sphere of light and then there was the…. KICK!!
For years to come now, Mr. Bokhahara would lay in his rickety-rackety bed, the guilt consuming his insides and out. He couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep and couldn’t even dance!! So he went to Sun’s place to seek forgiveness and he was forgiven with the sweetest smile ever!
Out from the window Star saw both of them and she knew that Mr. Bokhahara was Sun’s Prince Charming. She decided to leave them alone forever and ever and she left sad and alone… =(
“Haww”, the Gods thought of Star, “Always the over imaginative drama queen!”.
The dark gods decided that it was time she learnt a lesson that Doctors can never be Prince Charmings. It was a law of nature and so they turned her into a glittery unicorn again and cast a spell on her feet. They were now the Dancing Feet! Dancing and dancing until she learnt to control her mind and not imagine things that don’t exist…
But Star knew the gods plans so she put a mirror in front of her before the magic could hit her feet… smart star, but not so smart! Tch Tch, the mirror was no match for the God’s Spell and it had been casted.
Star then told Gods that all she really wanted was her friend Sun back who right now was busy dancing with Mr. Bokhahara! So the Gods sensing her sorrow told her that she had to stop imagining. There was no Mr. Bokhahara. It was her imagination while all the time Sun had been right beside her, urging her to dance with her! =)
Rejoiced Star the unicorn staring dancing with happiness, she jumped and hopped and jumped again. And all the dancing broke the dancing feet’s spell finally!! She ran to Sun who was still asleep and she hugged her so hard till she heard her ribs cracking! =P
But alas!! The over imaginative Star! It wasn’t the ribs cracking, it was the world applauding and clapping to the tearful re union of the two friends, torn apart by the unfortunate events of a rainy afternoon. Everyone shed a tear…Ahhh!! =) Sweet dancing! The world got up and started tapping their feet and *walaah* MUSIC WAS BORN!!

The sound of music broke the unicorns spell and at last Star and Sun were humans again without glittery horns! They bowed to the world and thanked them.
All tired after the eventful day they went up to their library and decided to write all the happenings down and that’s what they are doing right now!! YAYIE!!
THE END!!
Monday, April 26, 2010
Happy Sad And Happy Again!! =)
My life is so much like the wavy roads of
Up
Up
Up
And the next moment it goes…
Down
Down
Down
And then finally…
Up
Up
Up
And then… hehe… the story continues…
A few days back my life walked in a similar way… I enjoyed and experienced the height of happiness, fun and joy in my cousins wedding, where I sang and danced my heart out, dressed beautifully, saw the prettiest Bride in the awesumest dress I had ever seen, to see all my relatives, to meet my bhanji and bhateeji, my adorable reasons for being a khala and fofee for the first time, to see fake and Anni baji and my nano and khala and koko aunty and mami and the kiddy party… and what not… and then all so suddenly I went through all the bad emotions all at once, I was angry frustrated tired and all huffed up…
I started hating everything, from waking up so early for uni, the long journey to college, the heat and the boredom over there, stupid lectures, attendance issues and the journey back to home all tired, oversleeping, lagging behind in my studies to the cracking of my dear nails which I grew for the first time in my life.. And all that… even my friends told me to take a day off… and so I did…
The day I knew that im not going to uni the next day… everything started to come back to normal… I mean I was so relaxed and happy… I helped around with the chores… and watched my fav movie… Wake Up Sid… (Ahh!! ranbir kapoor luked so Hot =P) and I wasn’t chirchiri at all… =)
And today I woke up late… made my fav omelet and toasted bread, made a strong cup of tea… had it in front of the teevee and I knew that *tonight’s gonna be a good night that to nights gonna be a good good night wohooo* =)
Later I used facebook properly after sooooo many days! And did chores again… it seems I spent the day washing dishes but it was so much better than going in the heat outside… I was smiling and flying and talking and yes… studying finally…
It was the Happy Me again and I was happy to be the Happy Me… bcz I didn’t enjoy being the Sad Me at all… I mean Sad Me was a Bad Me and Happy Me is Good Me… =P
And finally some nice ideas came up now that I was the Happy Me… the thing with the Happy Me is that when im a Happy Me… I want to make others, Happy others… so that’s why Happy Me came up with plans I wanted to come up with since so many days!! Yayie!! And I hope the particular person Happy Me wants to make Happy becomes Happy with them!! =))
So all in all after the up and down I am finally settled on a UP!! And I like being UP like I like being the Happy Me! It’s great! =P
And now on a serious note…
I feel that the downs in our lives are sometimes as important as the ups… it might sound weird but being sad is sometimes important too… bcz in this way we get to value the ups in our life… and believe me there no better fun than enjoying being UP after uve been down!
So friends dun loose hope when
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
A Father Daughter Day! =)
That’s awl im doing nowadays… my cousins much awaited wedding is coming near, me and dad and mom and my bro… though everyone says such a small family, aren’t able to finish our preparations till now…
Today the stupid tailor ruined my mom’s clothes… Like hello Mr. tailor! aren’t u aware that long shirts are in right now and how many times I told you the four four that is 44 should be the length of my mums shirt but no no no… he's got hay instead of brains and he went ahead making short shirts for my mum… my mum was so depressed the whole day, it was such a pretty expensive suit and there was no way it could be made right… =(
Initially I was not sure about the idea… cz my dad doesn’t bargain and somehow doesn’t understand the terms we use when buying clothes… like crape’s trousers and crinkle chiffon, sartan etc.. but to my great surprise he quickly picked up the Shop-language and then it was ON!!
It was a perfect father daughter day! And I want so much more of them!! We came home and I didn’t waste one sec to get it all out… and I shared every single sec of the day with my mom… it was so hard keeping the dress secret from my mom in my tummy… but I did… and she kept asking what took you people so long… and we went off lying about the traffic jams and what not… winking at each other when she wasn’t looking… ;))
It’s just the opposite for me… me and my dad are close closer and closest, he's my best friend, I can tell him anything and everything… even though I most of the time I go around showing Nakhray… he never scolds me… cz he knows im just kidding, instead he teases me and does meri nosy men dum! Hehehe!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Chocolate Loovve!!

Nutty or just plain…
Melts in your mouth…
Drains out your pain…
A bequest from heaven…
It may be white…
Feeling down and sad?
Can turn your mood bright…
You surely would hav guessed what im talking about… right??? If you haven’t then maybe you live in Pluto… or you just don’t exist. =p

So here goes what my friends said when I asked them about the world’s most delicious yummy scrumptious mouthwatering delight!! =)
Dibbay gets over the top emotional like she always is when I asked her… so she confides in me her true love for chocolates like *fairy tale reader style*… =P
Khair..
Apya says…

Finally i say that Im not a materialistic person… I don’t like lavish parties and getting expensive gifts, I value little things in life… For me it’s better to make memories and enjoy and get happiness for little things rather then throwing in cash and wasting money… And chocolates are one of those little things… =)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Its My Life What Fairytales Talk About.... =)

BULL****!! I have everyone and everything I always wanted!! *widely smiles*
So for me… Fairy tales are about happily ever afters… =)

Im happy and content… I have a family who loves me… mom and dad who give me anything I ask for… a bro who teases me a lot but that’s what brothers do… then I have a whole lot of AMAZING friends who I fit in with like a perfect puzzle pieces…
When I have a secret I have people I can trust…
When im in trouble I have so many hands to get me out of it…
When I need to smile I find so many reasons around me…
What more could I want… what else I should wish for… =)







