Today I am having a stomachache… no I dun hav any gastric problem and ive not been eating any unhygienic stuff like sum days back… It’s a stomachache a I usually hav when I feel guilty… like ive done something wrong… and after a lot of thinking ive found out the reason behind it, well, actually not a lot of thinking it was obvious and im feeling terribly badly horribly sorry and im disappointed in myself.
For u awl to know wat the hell im blabbering about u first should know bout my pals, buddies and my best friends at uni.
So now I present to you my best friends.
Methionine
She is the mature one, the best part is that she’s fat =P. One of my oldest frnd from school… ive known her since I was in my first grade… and nw after all the years we are still together and hopefully will always be.
Bromine
She’s the sweet one, the best part is when she laughs her cheeks get so red and it luks so cute. I found her in a uni in which I only went for a week, we were both loners there and I wanted her to be my friend, the first time I saw her, and fortunately I became her frnd and v both got transferred to this uni where I met the rest.
HB
She’s an adorable and fun loving very much like me. The best part is that she is like a-choti-si-aunti. (u wont get that bt neway =P) V became frnds in the starting days of the new uni through Methionine as she already knew her frm college, once she was sitting alone trying to study anatomy and v called her over and she’s with us ever since.
Sulphur aka Rindy
Reebie
Reebie is the intelligent and the interesting one. The best part bout her is her long list of her crushes. I found her in Ma’am Naheeds class. She always wants to hav fun sum where outside the uni and she loves shopping and crossroads and outfitters and every expensive garment store on the planet =P just kidding.
So these are my ultimate rocking loving funny cute or as Reebie would put HAWT girl friends. And life without them now I can’t imagine which brings me back to my stomachache… = (
Like I told u all that I usually hav this kinda ache when ive done something I shouldn’t hav done. So here goes…
Lately in uni I have been spending a lot of tym wid Reebie and yes ive been enjoying them and doing all the girly stuff, having crushes, using far sightedness to find them gossiping hanging out and to everyone’s surprise studying and to a much greater surprise teaching!!! (poor student) And I am doing all of it with Reebie.
And now ive just got home frm college well actually a pizza joint (with Reebie yet again) and I started having this ache... it started from the abdominal part then it came towards the thorax and as I realized my foolishness it has reached my heart and my brain and finally im letting it out.
Ive JUST realized that IM BEING A BAD BAD FRIEND *screams in a dissapointed voice*. Im not spending good time with the rest of my lovely janu friends, I miss methionine’s overeating, sulphur’s cute remarks, bromine’s red cheeks and Hb’s aunti-ness…
Im unintentionally ignoring them, not being in their company even when they are 6 steps away, im so angry wid me. If I would hav been in their place I would have created mayhems and havocs. And my sweet friends are so sweet that they haven’t even complained. =( I feel guilty and blameworthy.
I deserve a slap and a kick and a scolding from all of them. Not that I regret spending time with Reebie but I feel that we should have all been together. I remember the 15 minutes I spent with all of them today. They were the best moments of the entire day. Methionine was high today and she made me laugh so much that I was tossing myself left and right at 180 degrees. (I usually do that don’t think im mad)
And then at lunch, I kept thinking about them and missing my group. Imagining Methionine forcing down pizza slices even though she hates pizza. Reebie exclaiming that cheese would make her gain weight. Sulphur asking me, “ye pizza kitnay rupees ka hai?” Bromine expecting a scolding from her mom. And Hb wanting to get up and change that boring music.
It would hav been MUCH more fun. I miss them. I’ll surely apologize and tell them that I really don’t want to be without them. I don’t want to me nomad like that guy. I don’t want to repeat the thing the other friend did to us. I don’t want to betray them. I dun want to lose them.
Its said that to hav a gud friend... you hav to be one.
I need to give them a BIG HUG and tell them we will always be together. I hope it’s no too late.
