Fingers Crossed For A New Beggining!! =)

Hey there!

Today is the last day of my 2 months vacations... ah.. the speed of time... these months flew away and here i am sitting and thinking about the new tomorrow...

ill be starting my 2nd year at med school.. last year this time i was thinking about the first... =)

these holidays were the bestest holidays of my entire life.. so much fun.. everything that could be done was done... fakes visit... ramazan and eid and waterpark and arena and every food joint... and friends and family and family friends... a bad fight with fake and then reunion as well(thank GOD)...i even got to know about sum new family relatives and met them for the very first time... =)

the most amazing parts were the fakes visit i already mentioned in my blog and the 3rd eid day... 12hours with apya hafi and j bhai... it was wow... from breakfast to the night drive and kulfi...yum yum... just awesum!!

i hope this is not the end... and i hope this year ahead will be memorable like the first!!

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ill keep posting once i get my usb...2moro i hope!!

New Look!!

Finally....

I gave my blog the new look!!

New posts cuming soonest!!

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L.O.V.E.

All i did was... Dance!

Young and silly I was then

Unaware and careless that was when…

I woke up to find myself in a rainy day

Whether it was august or was it May…

The raindrops so beautiful

It was all I could see…

The lovely birds chirped away

Blissful and free…

Beautiful raindrops dropped

But did not hurt…

Like the people of this,

Cruel bad world…

All I knew then

Was how to shake…

I twisted and tossed and turned…

And tumbled my mistake…

I sat there in that puddle

Taking it all in…

It felt so peaceful…

Content and serene…

As time passed by…

I looked up in the sky…

The stars, now visible…

They twinkled and waved me by…

The petals began to fold…

That was what I wanted too…

To be held so tight…

And not let go…

I looked around as I stood up

I caught my breath…

The sight so magnificent..

Never before have had I said…

I felt like I understood…

What the stars wanted to say…

I could never forget what I felt..

It was a memorable day…

I stood up and thought…

It was all worth a chance…

So I did what they asked me…

And All I did was … dance…

By:

Me.. A little young woman who likes...ah well...loves to dance

P.S..

this one is for awl my bestest friends.. my family.. my purple cushion...

Merrrryyy Allll The Wayyyy!!! Veeee!!

i wonder...

sometimes little things in life make you so happy, ever felt such merry merry feelings?, i do, its just so nice, a little time out of the real cruel world... even a compliment makes your day... just a lil drop of rain makes you go wild, and so does a new look... esp when ppl like you.. (and call even hawt =P)... well so are my days nowadays.. with a new "what sana calls a cute chic hairstyle"... im feeling like im flying, i play with it, i spend time infront of the mirror... after a long long time... =) im happy.. i go veeeee when apya says its pretty... i just do... =)

so many smileys in my lil world...

i feel energetic and young and vibrant (dad says he'll get me frocks and a bib and a feeder to go with my look... sana thinks im all gud luking 7year old =D).. like i have some super power... i can wooo off my chores luking efficient and it seems lyk everything is under control... wow...

*a gotta feeling... tonights gonna b a good night... that tonights gonna be a good good night...*

yeah thats black eyed peas new hot song... very diff from what they recorded before... arsala calls them "kali ankh( black eyed) walay matar (pea)" it made ROFL... shes got the cutest most amazing humour... so does my other rishtaydaar... =) farro..naj..tooba...love you all!!

well this song is fitting my mood perfectly right now... ill put it u my blog... =P sb sunna phr..

ramazan is going well... its 23rd roza today... all is well...

again comes that merry merry feeling... this time thinking that i will loose some weight!! hopes high and finger crossed!! =P

*dancing dancing dancing*

well there are sum more songs who have wooed me... ill list them today... they are..

1. someday we'll know... ost of the walk to remember

2. fire burning onda dance floor... sean kinsgton

3. its gonna be love... mandy moore

4. even angels fall... ost 10 things i hate about you

5. cry... mandy moore

im listening to them all the time!! i so love them..

oh yeah.. i watched the time travellers wife and the notebook and the walk to remember (again), and i loved them all!!! im downloading the ugly truth rite now.. im sure it will be a treat to watch...

My EID's shopping is DUN DUNA DUN DONE!!! finally... i got a really nice dress red and black with nice black stilletos!! i wanna eid to come soon but calling eid is like telling my holidays to come to an end... which i dun want... actually i do want them to end so i could go to college and c and meet my frnz and soooo many people.. i miss them all so much... but i just dun wanna start studying so soon... =(

what else... hmmm... ummm.. =P no luck with an iftari get together... =(

i hope i stop being a lazy girl and keep posting on my blog... until then

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ill return to my flying now... here i go... *vvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!*

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Yayie!!

Its My Birthday!!

Im 19!!

I was sad but now im Okay... Plus Updates!!

Hmmm… so im updating after a very long time. The time ive spent in the last few days or rather a week was pretty tough… extremely sad and difficult. I didn’t want to update my blog cz I did not want it to become unhappy again. So whatever I went through I went through alone… and for once I did not let it out, not just on my blog but to anyone.

I ignored even the closest people and hugely disappointed them… and right now im going to say Sorry… sorry for ignoring and not sharing what I was going through. But I know they all understand and know me well enough, I know they aren’t angry with me anymore… love u all… <3

The reasons for my depression and sadness and tension were two… a. my bad result and b. fakes departure. Both of the incidents took place in the same week one after the other and left me… well you can imagine now… sad.

Well now I won’t drag the two topics anymore and I won’t make my blog sad… im all better now… with hopes in my heart that fake will visit us again and as for the result ill work harder… much much harder next time and get a very good result, InshALLAH. I just pray that God helps me and im sure He will…

Cuming to nowadays…

Ramadan is here and today is the 13th roza… im fasting MashAllah. The first few were really hard for everyone because of the summer heat… I was literally dying with thirst, hunger was not a problem… then Thanks To Allah… the weather became pleasant and it RAINED like anything… yeah well the city was swimming and the usual electricity, phone and cable went off, but the fasts became easier… I wasn’t that thirsty like I was in the beginning of the month and again the speed of time surprises me… almost half of the ramazan is gone!! The rest im sure will pass easily. I hope the weather remains the same.

Few of my worries include that I still haven’t done my eid shopping… I DON’T EVEN HAVE A SINGLE NEW DRESS… I have to go and get a long shirt of thread work on it… I want it so badly… but my mama is so busy that every time we get ready to go an emergency case comes her way and instead of going to the bazaar she heads her way to her clinic… =(

In moments like these I wish that Kaaaaassshhh!! Meri bi aik Bari Behan hoti… (I wish for an elder sister). She would have taken me shopping, designed my dresses and pampered me like apya does for hafloo… =( sob sob…

Neways… all our wishes cant come true and apya does care for me too like hafloo… she will help me with my annual dinner stuff…yayie!! I lub dub you apya!! =) and yeah the annual dinner preparations have come to a stop cz of the Ramadan, and they will continue after eid… the date is 11th October and the venue is some place called Royale sumthing…

And yeah my birthday is cuming up… 6th ^^…ill be 19!! And ill start my last year of teenage… well I dun know what was so special about it CZ my parents and friends believe that im still a 12 year old… lol… and yess.. I enjoy being that… =D

In the end of this post…

I wish belated birthdays to my frnds, Reebie, Bee, Hafloo, Nida F and all the other august Virgos… Happy Birthdays to You All!! May you have many more!!

And a special mention for apya and hafloo and JB…

Can’t wait to see you guys, I hope inshallah on Eid day we all will meet and seat and eat!! Wow… rhyming =P

And I special mention for Fake…

Fake… I really veally miss you a lot… we had such a great time from our first to last chocolate, from our first to the last ludo game… but I know we will get a chance like this again and then too we will make the most of it… Thank you for cuming… Bless you!!

And to all the readers… keep reading… and take care for now!! Remember me in your prayers and Happy Ramadan to all of you!!

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Bye!

Making Lifetime Memories!!

this is one poem i wrote when i was in class 3 i guess... when the only rhymes i knew were sad bad dad etc... but this is really special to me... it was one of my first poems... may be it was the first... im not sure... neways her goes...

when i feel sad

when i feel bad

i remember my old memories

i surround myself in pleasure

like i find treasure

when i remember my old memories

there was sumthing ahead as well but i dun remember it right now... i wrote it in sum old diary but i cant find it now... ill definately post it when i do... neways it was about my memories... and the reason i remembered it today was cz im making some lovely ones now adays.

for the start... I STOPPED FAKE FROM GOING BACK!!

yeah he had a confirmed ticket for last sat... but i made him stay here for another week... it was awesum... im so happy... i would not be today if he went away dat day...

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went to college last week... annual dinner prep have started and v planned to do sum really hilarious and lame drama... but the idea got rejected and now rindy is asking me to do a really cute song... to sing it... (and make people run away from the hall =P) ah well.. lets c... its so damn cute... we will look like kindergarden kids singing it... but nevertheless it will be an experience of a lyftime for sure... more memories...

there are so many groups set up for diff purposes... drama, singing, awards, menu, venue, etc etc. im in the drama one... actually on the behind the cam part... Hb is acting... doing sum old hindi movie parody... i bet it will me funny...

apya's got to decide my annual dinner dress... hmm... wat else... well ill go to uni tomorrow to c hows everything going... if the city conditions are fine... =S karachi bhi na bs...

newys thats all for now..

tc

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