Neways… while driving past that cinema I started thinking over the fastness, furiousness and …. The speed of my life… my time.
It was like some sci-fi movie bit in which I froze and everything around me accelerated at full speed… I thought that where all the time had flew by?? I mean few months back I was preparing for ma first semesters like a crazy nerd… learning the lower limb, stupid biochemistry and pathetic physiology (yukh!)… then before that my first day at my med school… the day THE CALL came that I had finally succeeded in getting a seat at this med school… the crowded suffocating day at expo where its entry test had been…
But still these days could be counted… what bout those days when I took my first step? Or the day I had spoken my first words… I dunno whether dey were mama or papa or some song I had sung… Or my first day of school… Or my first birthday… why did it all went away so soon?? Had I made the most of all the time which is no longer with me now?
I really want a time machine and go back and see all these moments… see what was I wearing at those times… I hope I didn’t to too much of make up … how I was like a baby, was I always crying…or laughing or noisy… or attention seeker… hehehehe… I do hope I wasn’t the last one or a cry baby… (Aiiwaiin aiiwaiin type). Was I nice to my friends… were dey nice to me… did I sing songs and dance when I was alone like I do now… did I study enough for my exams… what were my secrets, my dreams and my fears…??
Now that im thinking about it the speed of time is scaring me… its too fast…I don’t even like sitting with a rash driver and the speed time is moving is extremely fast… I mean its morning noon and night then morning noon and night again, I wake up, eat, sleep and then wake up, eat and sleep again… its all passing so quickly =( and look at me im the one who sometimes wish that it passes quickly… stupid me!!
Until Next Time... Bye!!
