i failed my mid term... well i had a huge laugh about it at first but now its like im realising that how much i have to study from now on...
finally i sat to study today... after 1 hours i realized dat i cant understand anything at all... i hate nuerons and para and sympathetic and ganglions and all that crap...
im so slow to pick things... i cant rattafy and m very sad.
Sitting on my bed... (Lol… I always write that don’t I) hehe. Neways sitting on my bed I hav Guyton lying in front of me but ive merely ignored it and opened up my laptop. Well I made an excuse that I have to scan my pc and then ill start to study but honestly the scan is completed and even though there are no infections found in my system thankfully, im still im sitting on my bed with my laptop open…err…I just mentioned that thrice now.. =S
Neways,
Sitting on my bed…. Hahaha… ok nw I wont write it again. Promise. =P
Well… I was going through Rindy’s blog (it was awesome as always) and I found out that like many other things we share in common (bloggers, vampires, love for collide and now for witch doctor) we have the same disease as well… ill call it “Parh-Run”. you can comprehend from the compound word I just wrote, it means that as we see that we have to study we find ways to run away from it. Cheers Rindy!
Neways what are the other things I run from..? *rubs her chin and thinks like an intellectual which I m NOT (no harm trying =P)*
+ Making Phone Calls On My Cell:
Yeah… that’s the things I run from, as soon as I hav a idea that dads gonna tell me to make a call on my cell wid my precious credit… I RUN!! The reason is that if I start making calls with my cell, my credit will b over quickly and then I wont be able no avail my 250 sms/mms package! And if I dun do that how will my day pass? How will I manage to keep a smile on my face (dats melodramatic)… it doesn’t mean I cannot live widout my cell phone, I just dun want to. =P
+Making tea in the evening:
Now as the clocks strikes 5pm… my bro shouts aloud “chai bana do”! And I hate it! I really do! 5pm is like 4pm really and its so HOT… so why would u want tea??? I get pissed… and if I dun make it I get threats from him… lol… “ainda mujhe koi kam kehna main bi nai karun ga”. So that’s another thing I run away from… even though I do make it for him.
+Studying… Duh-Uh!!
Now heres the true example… im sitting writing my blog and using fb right now. But the thing I should really be doin at this tym is studying anatomy, starting embryo, doing physio and preparing for my xams next month… but im running away from it… hehe.
Well there are hundreds of little other things I usually run away from but right now im running away from writing a very lengthy post… and I do sometimes run away from updating my blog which I dun want to but still do… =P
Neways do share with me the things u run away from…!!
Until next time… cheers!!
P.S. im really happy today… I found my long lost friend on fb… her name Is aiman… she shifted to Canada long time back and we lost contact… but now shes back in contact… now I hope I find komal too!
Today i hav got to know why to we wish for second chances in our life.
Sometimes we have to pay even for keeping a secret safe and looks like im going to do the same, even if everyone assumes everything is normal ill hav to fight this battle with my soul to which ive already lost... im all confused, can't distinguish bw right and wrong, a harmful or a harmless joke.
feels like there is a lump in my throat. i dun even no whether im being stupid or taking it easy... i dun know what m i feeling.... ='(
Today wasnt a very good day for me and if ever given a chance ill undo it... While playing games when we want to undo things how easily we press CTRL and Z together and everything cums back to normal... but in real life its not the same way... and now i know that.
Its high time for me to make sum changes, changes for the better... changes with me and my life.
And a very good morning, evening or night (or any other time of the day ur reading this post). *crosses her leg and bows slightly (the way princesses do)*
Wondering what made me do that? Lemme tell you!
Nowadays im living in a land. Everyone calls it la la land but for me ill call it “olalaaa land” cz it’s not the same as la la land cuz it more real, and the extra “O” doesn’t hurt anyone plus it also makes it mine so please don’t mind it. =P
I’m all dreamy, can’t stop it. And no people, im NOT day dreaming about some prince charming… (Y does everyone think lyk dat =P). I’m giggly and extra clumsy (broke 3 glasses and dropped a jar on egg and broke it). Mom gets angry… but I dun break things on purpose, I AM clumsy and when I try not to be clumsy I become even clumsier. =(
*sighs deeply (like a fairly tale princess)*
Anyhow, where was I? oh yeah, dreamy clumsier and giggly. Wat more is that im happy in my olalaaa land. Im having fun with so many friends of mine, I never ever believed that ill hav so many and my life will be so full of joy and laughter and happiness and beautiful moments. Im loving every single bit of it and making the most of it
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I hav more characters to my land now. Lemme introduce u some.
First there were Rindy, Tomo, Reebie, Bromine, and Myosin and Hb. And now there are Mia, Bufo, Jhumkay wali, Gud girl, Jammu, Bhai, Honey bee, MD, greenery and fire cracker. Then there is D.D.D, oman ki princess, kit kat, and many many more! Every single one of them is a dear friend and I hope it continues that way!
I hav so much to share. Da thing I wanted to crush to pieces? I DID IT!! Like honey bee says “new year new bees” *winks*. And I was a part of planning a real surprise party for the first time in my life and even though it was tiring and it made me sweat a lot (quite literally) but the expression of joy on bromine’s face made it all worth it. I love her so much and we really tried to make it special for her and I think we succeeded.
There were a lot of birthdays this week and that’s the basic reason why this week became so memorable. There was D.D.D’s and honey bee’s birthday not to forget madihas as well. We had a BLAST in pizza hut. Poor staff members couldn’t bear all the noise and requested to keep it down but it just got LOUDER!! Blowing woopers in each others ears, giving titles (mine: HELPLINE), the chicken song *puk puk paakk*, shouting “excuse me! Bill please” all together, remembering them still gives cramps in my stomach.
Wow! Wat a life im having! I hope it continues that way… but I really should add new things to this land of mine like those books which are not touched for I dun remember how long.
Guyton is staring at me with an evil look on its face like its saying to me “read me or ill make you cry). I might hav nightmares about a skull coming out of my head and me holding it to study its views. Or a nightmare about having a clinical report in my hand diagnosed all vitamins deficient in my body.
I just wanna pass, but the 4gpa group tenses me… GOD those people study a lot =P. please give me quarter of their stamina and will power they use to study. Please pleaseeeeeeeeee!!
Just watched enchanted… so now u know the reason for my fairytale emotions. Loved the song called “so close… yet so far” in it. Ill try to find that song and get it in my cell phone (yeah that’s new to me!). KRIS ALLEN won American idol… so glad Adam did not. He was so weird! Yay for KRIS!!
Finally, sitting some lines came in my mind, ill try to get them in order.
Thinking of you when sun goes down.
Thinking of you when ur not around.
Sometimes an inch sometimes a mile.
Thinking of you makes me smile.
=)
Take care all of you, and do pray that I start studying. =S
ive not been updating my blog since soo many days... shame on me... i left my poor blog alone... its so important to me and still m not paying due attention to it... =P
Anyhow dear blog... my chunno munno baby...*holds blogs cheeks and stretches them tight* , mama wont leave u again... c'mon guys it was mothers day yesterday, i got the mamta for my blog... =)
Bromine sent me the coolest mothers day msg... and i made spaghetti for my mom... its the best thing i can make for four people... im mentioning four cz ppl will comment that "humen to nai khilai kabi"... the other reason for four is that i only know the ratios of salt and other flavours for that many servings. more than that i get confused.. =S
so i can make, tea for four, spaghetti for four, Manchurian and all the other simple dishes for four. so if u guys wana eat the food i cook... there are two conditions. 1. eat at your own risk 2. cum in groups of four! =)
rite now im simultaneously doin a lame quiz on facebook... "Whats your geek level?".. lets c whats my level. *clicks the fb tab and does the quiz (listen the song u ppl)*
LOL!! m a day dreamer!!
Waisay i was a day dreamer... twilight series made ME day dream about edward... it even had the same effect on my appiya!! =) bt not like me, i used to do it every single moment of the day and night and noon and twilight!! =)
Oh and i got red and black bands tooo on my braces... VAMPIRISH!! and im soon gona make an army...
OKAY NOW THE BEST PART:
*TTAAAADDDAAAAA*
I finally got a new cell phone... after all the pleading and waiting and zidding and everything i finally got it... (thanx a million dad!!). he bought me this one saying this is the last one hes getting for me... and the next one ill get will b from my own pay inshALLAH... =D i hope i dun drown this one like the last one! plz ALLAH protect it ... yet another thing im all motherly about...
Chalo got to go... i should b saying i hav to study but im not!! cz m not STUDYING AT ALL... even though i hav a mid on thursday.. but then its not included for our final gpa... then y take tension. =D
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROMINE AND DUM DUM DIAMONDO... may u hav many many many more... hoping to get the treats... specially from d.d.d... kanjus kahen ki. =P
P.S2:These are our bugaboos (as rindy named) we got on bakesale!!