Today i hav got to know why to we wish for second chances in our life.
Sometimes we have to pay even for keeping a secret safe and looks like im going to do the same, even if everyone assumes everything is normal ill hav to fight this battle with my soul to which ive already lost... im all confused, can't distinguish bw right and wrong, a harmful or a harmless joke.
feels like there is a lump in my throat. i dun even no whether im being stupid or taking it easy... i dun know what m i feeling.... ='(
Today wasnt a very good day for me and if ever given a chance ill undo it... While playing games when we want to undo things how easily we press CTRL and Z together and everything cums back to normal... but in real life its not the same way... and now i know that.
Its high time for me to make sum changes, changes for the better... changes with me and my life.
I hope this day never comes my way again... =(
