Updatessss.... =)

ookay though im writing this post in the gmail new message zone, but this post is for my blog and nowhere else... =p

the thing is that im sitting right now in my college's digi library and no ones here to give me company... plus the college lib has blocked all the social and networking sites... so im bored and alone and hungry... err... thats cz i just had a cup of milk in the morning cz no one was up to make me breakfast in time and i was late... =(

i dun like milk! not that i hate it or anything, but i just dun like having it for fun... i love lemonde... =) that too made by myself! and though people dun like the red sharbat... i LOVE it.... its soooo refreshing and i sooo wanna have 2 glasses of it right now... =D ahh... *mouth watersss*

=P

well since im all alone and bored and hungry... and im hoping bromine will be here soon... im gonna write some updates...

Vacations are almost ending and my first cousin Anni Baji is here with her daughter... so that makes me an aunt/khala!! Shes two! and im finally getting to spend time with her! and im having an amazzzzzing time!

i always knew that i love my niece... but i never imagined that being a khala was soooo much FUN!!

i mean im doing all random things with her, taking care of her, feeding her mango cubes and kheer while watching telly tubbys and baby looney toons, holding her dora towel while her mom takes her for a bath, holding her dora bag which she calls "kackpack" while she plays with the dora toy on its front.. =)

Khushi is her name... khushi means happiness... and seriously she has brought such a great energy around our place... =) she laughs and throws flying kisses and says "byee" and brings smiles all around the room..

she loves to wet all herself with water in our lawn with a pipe, which she lifts with all her might even though its so heavy for her... she hold it straight under her face, tight against her body wetting herself and making her mom angry cz she then has to change her thrice in a day... =P

she loves to chase kittens and give them food right into their mouth.. =P she doesnt know how to actually pat them so she just pulls their tails and when we are like "No!! love them dun tease them" she gives them a kiss... and we go ewww!! =P

her language is so cute... pay means wear, bay means sit, mum means water ans so on... but the word she loves to say loud and clear is NO! =p

shes a sweetheart, calls all the ladies mama and all the uncles baba... my cousin asked me wot i wanted her to call me and i said khala's just fine... =)

its amazing how a little baby can change everyones mood... my dad and mum all stressed and tensed get home... they see her and they are like =) this.. everyones wants a little of her... and shes like a VIP in demand... shes a angel like any other baby, innocent and pure... and i love her, it make me wonder if there is even a bigger word than love... i dun think there is... so ill just say i love her times infinity... =))

more later.... hope bromine comes asap! =p

Starting to believe...

Its love I hear people talk about, my friends talk about and my old friends who kinda left me for it talk about… Love is what I dun know about much, but yes I do believe in it, or I am starting to…

Sometimes little things in life show you that it does exist, little sentences or books, and then many things tell you it doesn’t, but I for now truly believe that It does exist… whether It would come my way, im not sure but I certainly hope so, but if it doesn’t I know its rare… and not all can be as lucky…

The love I believe in, is not the one which happens to people nowadays, it’s the old fashioned one, the ones nowadays is regarded as the silly novelish one,

The one in which two people don’t need to be together to feel it,

The one which needs no words to be expressed,

The one in which a blink of eye is enough to say that yes its there, I feel it for you, I care for you, I live for you and I could die for you…

And just a nod from the other one is enough to let know that the trust between them is as strong as the relation of one with God… It says all… it says… I believe you… I trust you and I love you too…

It’s like two perfect pieces of puzzle,

It’s like one soul in two bodies,

It’s like the planet with its moon,

Its like made for each other…inseparable and dependent…

Love… such a small four lettered word brings meaning to life, an ambition to be fulfilled, it’s like a rainbow… it reflects colors… colors of adore, respect and passion… Commitment and promise, trust and compromise…

It has much more to it than what people nowadays think of it, I seriously doubt if except few someone really knows how strong it can be… yea, now u’ll say what I would know, im not in love, but everyone has a perspective and so do I…

I believe it’s a gift of God, blessed by Him to His good people, a way of Him letting some know that He loves them and so by sending that person to his good man He makes him feel loved in this world…

I seriously might start believing in it… and I do like any other teenage girl want to have it… but I dun wanna rush into it, I want it to be gifted by God, though sometimes seeing couples around me make me sad inside, but there’s faith and hope inside me… and from my perspective I need to please my God first, fall in love with Him first and then make Him love me back… =)

The Last Song!!

Read the book and fell in love!! =))

Nicholas sparks finally gave me a happy ending even though he made me cry like a baby!!

Loved this one!!

Have uploaded its OST! I dun like miley at all but i think the song's pretty nice! =) anyways im gonna see the movie asap and i hope she hasnt ruined such an awesum story!

Tc!!

Midterm fever!!

A day arrives in Dow lecture hall, when you start seeing empty seats more than full seats, its the mid of the semester and the mid term is cumin near, half of the class has its head in books and you find many attendance messages on ur cell phone... =P

People like me don't take the mid that seriously... thats why here im writing this post and planning to study a bit as soon as i upload it... but i do hope of passing it... just getting 50 outta 100!! thats all i want...

i dun really like the word "failing"!

Wanna do electives afta this semester, the hunt went nice!! it ended quite nicely as well in my first home SMC with my fav juice =P, Gawd i was so tired, caught my point from there! =)

But for now... July will be great! HOLIDAYS!!! and i can hear my anni baji planning to cum here on 12th, with my niece!! =)) i sho love her!! <3>

Wish me best of luck!! =) Have a nice day everyday!!

Where??

Love is in the air there and everywhere!

Xcept here...

Im A Provider And its True!!!

Came across this test from Sana’s Blog… and I took it… it’s so accurate… Im one of the GUARDIANS and damn right im a provider!! =)

Here is the link... check it out! http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Here is the result…

Your type is

ESFJ

Strength of preferences in percents

Extravert: 22

Sensing: 12

Feeling: 62

Judging: 11

You are:

• slightly expressed extravert
• slightly expressed sensing personality
• distinctively expressed feeling personality
• slightly expressed judging personality

And this makes me a PROVIDER…

Providers take it upon themselves to insure the health and welfare of those in their care, but they are also the most sociable of all the Guardians, and thus are the great nurturers of social institutions such as schools, churches, social clubs, and civic groups. Providers are very likely more than ten percent of the population and this is fortunate for the rest of us, because friendly social service is a key to their nature. Wherever they go, Providers happily give their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, and that social functions are a success.

Highly cooperative themselves, Providers are skilled in maintaining teamwork among their helpers, and are also tireless in their attention to the details of furnishing goods and services. They make excellent chairpersons in charge of dances, banquets, class reunions, charity fund-raisers, and the like. They are without peer as masters of ceremonies, able to speak publicly with ease and confidence. And they are outstanding hosts or hostesses, knowing everyone by name, and seemingly aware of what everyone's been doing. Providers love to entertain, and are always concerned about the needs of their guests, wanting to make sure that all are involved and provided for.

Friendly, outgoing, neighborly - in a word, Providers are gregarious, so much so that they can become restless when isolated from people. They love to talk with others, and will often strike up a conversation with strangers and chat pleasantly about any topic that comes to mind. Friendships matter a great deal to Providers, and their conversations with friends often touch on good times from years past. Family traditions are also sacred to them, and they carefully observe birthdays and anniversaries. In addition, Providers show a delightful fascination with news of their friends and neighbors. If we wish to know what's been going on in the local community, school, or church, they're happy to fill us in on all the details.

Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them somewhat self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Loving and affectionate themselves, they need to be loved in return. In fact, Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and are happiest when given ample appreciation both for them personally and for the tireless service they give to others.

Ready to Shift!! =D

Ive always felt that there’s no place like home!

It a fact! Even if u like traveling or when you visit your cousins or friends to their places for sum time or go somewhere away from it, even your college or ur best friends place, a moment comes when you just wanna grab your stuff and leave right?? And home is the only place you wanna cum back to...

Ive had this feeling countless times and im sure you hav had it too. Im always up for parties and going to friend’s places and doin slumbers there, but whenever there is some plan, there is always sum tiny little feeling nagging me from the inside.. (a part of it is that I would never get a permission for slumber hehe…) but the thing is that when im bored or sumthing all im planning to do is to leave home and go somewhere for a change but the tiny little feeling wants me to come back soon and not be gone for so long from the very same boring home… my bed… my room… my place… my space… =)

Anyway nowadays my new home is under construction… we will be shifting soon. Its at a place near us, which would still make me far from my university and the main city, and ill be finally living in a place where load shedding is huge problem like elsewhere in this country and there will be a lot less greenery than the place ive been living in for my whole life but still im excited and my hopes are high and like everyone says “apna ghar tou apna he hota hai” =P

The new home is building up from quite a while now, and now its finally in its last stages, most of the woodwork is done and so is the marble flooring and polishing, and it already looks so homey… =)

And of course im SOOOO excited about my new room… my new wardrobe and dresser and furniture and curtains and the window which ive dragged out to make a small sitting area. Its the place ive always dreamt on sitting and writing my blog posts, so in future I wont be using my fav statement of sitting on bed writing a post much, (which by the way im also doing write now =p) and instead it will be… “Here I am sitting besides my huge window writing this post”… YAY!! Better watch out for that okay?? ;)

Pray it finishes real soon and I shift real soon aswell cz the cherry on the cake will be that Ill be very near to my best friends homes… they will just few minutes walk distance away from my place and then we will meet up loads and tones of times and have a blast InshALLAH! =)

Better stop writing now!! Prayer time!! And I have a list of prayers to discuss with Allah nowadays… =) I hope all my wishes come true!

Until next time… take care, keep praying and keep faith!!

P.S. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY ANNI BAJI… =) May you have many many more!! Have a wonderful day and everyday!!