Happy Sad And Happy Again!! =)

My life is so much like the wavy roads of San Francisco… one moment it goes…

Up

Up

Up

And the next moment it goes…

Down

Down

Down

And then finally…

Up

Up

Up

And then… hehe… the story continues…

A few days back my life walked in a similar way… I enjoyed and experienced the height of happiness, fun and joy in my cousins wedding, where I sang and danced my heart out, dressed beautifully, saw the prettiest Bride in the awesumest dress I had ever seen, to see all my relatives, to meet my bhanji and bhateeji, my adorable reasons for being a khala and fofee for the first time, to see fake and Anni baji and my nano and khala and koko aunty and mami and the kiddy party… and what not… and then all so suddenly I went through all the bad emotions all at once, I was angry frustrated tired and all huffed up…

I started hating everything, from waking up so early for uni, the long journey to college, the heat and the boredom over there, stupid lectures, attendance issues and the journey back to home all tired, oversleeping, lagging behind in my studies to the cracking of my dear nails which I grew for the first time in my life.. And all that… even my friends told me to take a day off… and so I did…

The day I knew that im not going to uni the next day… everything started to come back to normal… I mean I was so relaxed and happy… I helped around with the chores… and watched my fav movie… Wake Up Sid… (Ahh!! ranbir kapoor luked so Hot =P) and I wasn’t chirchiri at all… =)

And today I woke up late… made my fav omelet and toasted bread, made a strong cup of tea… had it in front of the teevee and I knew that *tonight’s gonna be a good night that to nights gonna be a good good night wohooo* =)

Later I used facebook properly after sooooo many days! And did chores again… it seems I spent the day washing dishes but it was so much better than going in the heat outside… I was smiling and flying and talking and yes… studying finally…

It was the Happy Me again and I was happy to be the Happy Me… bcz I didn’t enjoy being the Sad Me at all… I mean Sad Me was a Bad Me and Happy Me is Good Me… =P

And finally some nice ideas came up now that I was the Happy Me… the thing with the Happy Me is that when im a Happy Me… I want to make others, Happy others… so that’s why Happy Me came up with plans I wanted to come up with since so many days!! Yayie!! And I hope the particular person Happy Me wants to make Happy becomes Happy with them!! =))

So all in all after the up and down I am finally settled on a UP!! And I like being UP like I like being the Happy Me! It’s great! =P

And now on a serious note…

I feel that the downs in our lives are sometimes as important as the ups… it might sound weird but being sad is sometimes important too… bcz in this way we get to value the ups in our life… and believe me there no better fun than enjoying being UP after uve been down!

So friends dun loose hope when Ur down and value the good times when Ur UP!! And I do hope you had a nice time reading my wavy up and down post! =P

A Father Daughter Day! =)

Shopping shopping and shopping…

That’s awl im doing nowadays… my cousins much awaited wedding is coming near, me and dad and mom and my bro… though everyone says such a small family, aren’t able to finish our preparations till now…

The basic purchasing is done and now the tailor is irritating the hell out of us… almost spoiling my and moms beautiful clothes… =( arrrgghhh!! I hate these stupid tailors, when Im trying so hard to make them understand the way I want my dress to be, they’re like “baji fikar hi na karen samjh agai!!” But then they go ahead trying to stitch the dress in the easiest way they know and end up making the complete opposite of what ive told them… And then I go crazy!

When I design something for myself, I start day dreaming about it, about the way ill carry it, the accessories or how ill do my hair with it, how will the flares look so pretty etc etc… and then I so HATE it when it doesn’t turns out the way I want it… I feel like… like I tell my friends that my heart came under a car and squashed… yeah that’s exactly the way I feel… =P

Today the stupid tailor ruined my mom’s clothes… Like hello Mr. tailor! aren’t u aware that long shirts are in right now and how many times I told you the four four that is 44 should be the length of my mums shirt but no no no… he's got hay instead of brains and he went ahead making short shirts for my mum… my mum was so depressed the whole day, it was such a pretty expensive suit and there was no way it could be made right… =(

Anyway me and my dad went to the same shop and got her a new one as a surprise today and im sure she’ll go wild with excitement when we tell her about it… its even more beautiful, her fav color combination, gray pink and maroon… its just wow! I hope and I pray that the tailor doesn’t ruin this one… if he does, ill sue him or Ill make sure I burn his shop down… HUH!!

Angry Me!!

Anyways… what really I wanted to share in my post today was to let it out that how special was today!

Shopping with friends and my mother is always fun but today for the first time I shopped with my dad, just the two of us!! YAYIE!! It was sooooo much fun!! Infact ill always remember this day…

It’s not that ive never shopped with him before, its that, that mostly its either the whole family shopping together, or just me mama and papa… we usually split in pairs and shop for stuff and its always me and my mom when it comes to clothes… but today I shopped for lawn and the dress I mentioned earlier for my mom with my dad… =)

Initially I was not sure about the idea… cz my dad doesn’t bargain and somehow doesn’t understand the terms we use when buying clothes… like crape’s trousers and crinkle chiffon, sartan etc.. but to my great surprise he quickly picked up the Shop-language and then it was ON!!

We shopped from noon till night, I had my fav zinger double treat… and had dhabbay ki doodh pati… yummm!! He got me lawn suits and shirts and he even help me come up with the designs for them… that were amazing… =)

I helped him get new spectacles and picked out shirts for him… and finally we had an awesome time during the drive, teasing, singing and fighting like we always do…

It was a perfect father daughter day! And I want so much more of them!! We came home and I didn’t waste one sec to get it all out… and I shared every single sec of the day with my mom… it was so hard keeping the dress secret from my mom in my tummy… but I did… and she kept asking what took you people so long… and we went off lying about the traffic jams and what not… winking at each other when she wasn’t looking… ;))

It was such a simple but an amazing day…

Its strange that I find girls my age not close to their dads… they are hesitant when talking to their fathers, they don’t share that special bond… some don’t even bother to tell them about whats on with their lives…

It’s just the opposite for me… me and my dad are close closer and closest, he's my best friend, I can tell him anything and everything… even though I most of the time I go around showing Nakhray… he never scolds me… cz he knows im just kidding, instead he teases me and does meri nosy men dum! Hehehe!

That’s when I feel really happy for myself and really feel sad for other girls… they are so not familiar with a dads hug, or the happy jolly teasing moments, or the peace and sense of security we have just knowing that he's there and the love which is like no other kind of love that makes up a daughter father relationship so special…

Im blessed and so lucky to have such loving parents… not just my mum who knows me inside out, who is my bestest friend too but also such a loving dad who always tell me that he won’t be able to stop his tears when ill be heading to my new home…

Love you mum… Love you dad!

Chocolate Loovve!!

Dark and light brown…

Nutty or just plain…

Melts in your mouth…

Drains out your pain…

A bequest from heaven…

It may be white…

Feeling down and sad?

Can turn your mood bright…

You surely would hav guessed what im talking about… right??? If you haven’t then maybe you live in Pluto… or you just don’t exist. =p

Well to start ill just drop a hint that im talking about….Chocolates…!! *TADAAA*.

Few days back my friend Gullo Nani got upset that I haven’t mentioned him in my lovely blog till now… I promised him that he surely will be a part of my next post… and here I am sitting on my bed… *lol I just thought I haven’t mentioned this statement in a long time* writing this post… keeping my promise… for the one and only Nani!! =P *yayie*

I decided to make this post extra special so im making my other friends a part of it t tooo!! Ive asked them to tell me anything chocolates remind them of, just a random funny opinion about chocolates… now now Gullo Nani dun be upset, that why I didn’t ask you… =P well it’s a SURPRISE for you… =))

*jumps around gullo nani screaming SURPRISE*

So here goes what my friends said when I asked them about the world’s most delicious yummy scrumptious mouthwatering delight!! =)

Dum Dum Diamondo:

Chocolate is something so yummm, helps you to lighten up ur mood! =) Get me chocolate anytime any day!! Will gulp it one go! =D

Farooo:

Faroo says that shes likes chocolate but she doesn’t actually love it, it reminds her of love. Not the friendships kinda love… the romantic kinda love!! *oo la lala* And she mentions that plain choc with nuts will be her favorite!

Now c’mon Faroo how can you not actually love choco if it reminds you of love and that too romantic kind of love? =( )=

Dibbay gets over the top emotional like she always is when I asked her… so she confides in me her true love for chocolates like *fairy tale reader style*… =P

Chocx… it’s the yummiest most soothing stuff for me! It reminds me of ma luved ones, their love when they gifted me any… the fun I had eating them all up and the way we got messy! Her favs are kit Kat galaxy and mars eTC etc Etc!!

Thank you dibbay for telling us that ur too kanjus to get ur own bars.. =P

Khair..

Now here comes the REAL choc lover Hafloo!!

Choco makes me happy. Its lyk a drug im addicted to… I love all dark chocs. It’s my life, I wanna own a choc factory and wanna sell all the chocs to myself!! My fantasy is “swimming in chocolate” =P

That’s what I call a REAL choc lover!! Trust me if you know my hafloo u’ll know how important can chocs can be to someone and if you don’t believe me see what apya has to say!! =P

Apya says…

Im not a chocoholic but I lyk Cadbury crunchie, dat also sometimes, it’s like having it as a source of energy when im starving and there’s no food… chocolate reminds me of Hafloo (well ofkoz)… hafi is a milk choc. Its lyk shes made out of it.. =P

Lama stays short and says that it reminds her of luscious cosmetics for some reason… =)

And finally toobs give me the most perfect opinion…

Chocolate…hmmmm…yummy… satisfies my tummy… even loved by my mummy… nw give me sum yummy yummy! =) I love snickers 99.9%, dairy milk 99.8%, bounty 99.7%, mars 99.5% and the rest 90%!! =)

Thank you all you lovely people for being a part of my post!!

And as for me…

I am a choc lover not as die hard as hafloo but I love chocs cz they give me so many reasons to smile… they remind me of all the nice moments like my friendship with Gullo Nani was bcz of dairy milk, the negotiations I did with him to make him get Hershey’s for me… which by the way melted in my bag! =(

Yes indeed they remind me of Hafloo and how I alwayysss tell mom to get a dark choc cake for her when we visit her…

The moments I spent with Fake eating dairy milk and playing PS2!! How we had our last choc before the day he left to go back home… =(

How I make papa get me chocolates and he's ever so sweet to bring back not just one bar but a dozen… =))

Finally i say that Im not a materialistic person… I don’t like lavish parties and getting expensive gifts, I value little things in life… For me it’s better to make memories and enjoy and get happiness for little things rather then throwing in cash and wasting money… And chocolates are one of those little things… =)

Its My Life What Fairytales Talk About.... =)

It was the love season a few weeks back…

So many people I knew got together… every other day I got to know that someone’s together with someone… it made me happy and a bit sad at the same time… bcz u know me im not a kinda person who likes to share the people I love and adore so much and it gave me a such a stupid feeling that I have no one… but still my friends were happy and that’s wat mattered to me the most… =)

Seeing them so madly deeply in love I wondered if ever there will be a fairytale for me too… If ill ever love a person that much? I tried to think that how will it be… when it will be… =p neways I never got an answer…

Reebie says fairytales are for kids… Really??

Are fairytales always supposed to hav a boy and a girl and lovey dovey stuff?

Do I really have no one…?

BULL****!! I have everyone and everything I always wanted!! *widely smiles*

So for me… Fairy tales are about happily ever afters… =)

If I see myself today…

Im happy and content… I have a family who loves me… mom and dad who give me anything I ask for… a bro who teases me a lot but that’s what brothers do… then I have a whole lot of AMAZING friends who I fit in with like a perfect puzzle pieces…

When im happy I have people to share my happiness with…

When im sad I have not one but so many shoulders to cry on…

When I have a secret I have people I can trust…

When im in trouble I have so many hands to get me out of it…

When I need to smile I find so many reasons around me…

What more could I want… what else I should wish for… =)

I have my sunny and rainy days but that’s life… Now I dun think I need anyone else right now to complete my life… its complete… im content and its perfect the way it is… =)

And as for the boy and girl and lovey dovey stuff... Its all upto God... maybe He has a plan... And i trust Him... =)

My life is my fairytale… and im living it happily everyday and will live it happily ever after… cz that’s what it’s all about =)

*can you feel the magic in air lala lalala *

Blog Makeover!!

Hey!!

Exams are ovvverrrr!!!! And its time to relax! YAYIE!!

I just realized that I haven’t posted on my blog since ages… no comments and no viewers make me sad and I question my self why should I post… but then again when I saw my blog sad this time I couldn’t stop myself from giving it a new light colorful look… dark and gloomy colors no more… no black for the first time…

This time its white… doing colorimetry in my biochemistry and color vision in physio reminded me that white has in itself all the colors... so even though we say its white and blank yet it’s the most colorful color in the universe!! It’s hiding in itself all the colors and only reveals them when it feels like it or when we want it to… =P

You must hav heard of “never judge a person by its appearance”… well white kinda teaches us the same thing… =)

Lemme know if you like my blog now… pezzh!! =P

Life As I Know It!! =)

Every other day…

Life to me is new…

Life to me is blue…

Life to me is waking up…

Without any clue…

I see pictures on the walls…

Of me growing up…

From an infant to a toddler…

From a girl to an adult…

Sometimes a sad…

Sometimes a happy air…

Sometimes just numb…

Sometimes not fair…

There times im happy…

And others are sad…

Being happy then…

Does that make me bad?

All around me are people…

I love and adore…

But will they stay forever…

Of that im not sure…

They make me laugh…

They make me cry…

I love it the most is when…

They make me dance in joy!

Im sometimes alone…

Even in a crowd…

And no one listens…

Even if I shout loud…

Sometimes good sometimes bad…

Life gives me surprises…

It teaches me to be prepared…

When im well or in crises…

Life to me is sweet…

Life to me is sour…

Life resonates…

Like the strings of a guitar.

This is life as I know it…

But everything is meant to be…

Gives me smiles and tears…

And that’s what life is to me…

If You're Happy And You Know It... =)

well ill reather be in gryfinddor!!

Lalalalalala La lalalalalala La!!!

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

If you’re happy and you know it stamp your feet… *stamp stamp stamp*

If you’re happy and you know it and you really wanna show it…

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands… *clap clap clap*

Veeeeeeeee!!!

It’s my favorite season of the year… winters!!! I love winters… I love my comfy bed and my lovely warm quilt and I love to snuggle into it and cuddle with my purple cushion… just lying there all warm… I love the laziness and coffee and sweaters and shawls!! And to top it all my university cleverly though but has given us a week off as our vacations!! YAYAYAYAYA!!!

What more could I ask for… even though ill have to study in these days but still ill have fun too…

Plans for my week’s vacation!!

1. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp!!!
2. Lie on my bed for no reasons… just to be lazily warm… =P
3. Read Princess Diaries 9 parts!!
4. Have lots and lots of chocolaty stuff!!
5. Rest
6. And yes… I have to study too… hard to ignore… =(

Anyways ill enjoy most of it!!

Earlier I became a fan of a page on facebook named… ill re read our conversation many times cuz it makes me smile….

It’s a true and beautiful thing… so sweet… and I do it like all the time… rewinding and playing conversations I had with people in my head just bcz it’s nice to think about it again and again. And it does make me smile…

And like one thing leads to another… im head over heels in love with this song called smile by uncle kracker… sure u’ll be listening to it right now on my blog if u just turn up the volume… go on… hit play again… yeah that’s rite… and yeah just listen to it now….

“You make me smile like a sun

Fall out of bed

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head

Spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold

Buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you makes me wild

Oooo! You make me smile”

=)

Isn’t it just sweet? Like pure honey… and it does make me smile and move around… and feel all happy and merry!!

Boy… some songs really touch you! And you go la la la la!! And so do some people and so do some places and so do some moments….

Ah… im all Veeeee right now… am I not??

=^^=

Rest for the next!!

Take care!! Happy winters!!