Baby Turtle...

These are for the times I and you felt lonely... Like a baby turtle...

Hanging in the middle,

Standing in the corner,

Staying out and away,

Like someone foreign..

Like a fish out of water,

I don't know if i belong,

Like a baby turtle feels,

Waiting for a wave to take along..

Like a moon i seem to shine,

With the light thats not mine,

Loaned glow from the sun,

Just for a while.. Just for sometime..

I envy the stars,

I envy the clouds,

I envy the fish,

And their togetherness around..

As shadows surround,

And the shine glooms,

I await every fourteenth night,

For my full moon..

=)

Im back... =)

I switched back and forth through different blogs yesterday and today and realized that time goes by no matter what... its almost an year now, that i have properly posted on my blog and its looks as if me and my blog were like that old forgotten decoration piece which is quietly sitting in the corner and everything else carries on in front of it. some true loving admirers come and give it an occasional glance of concern, but for the rest its nothing special... =(

I used to come by blog seldom, due to certain personal issues... i felt bad for my blog and for myself and ive been waiting for the time when ill freely post and have the fun i used to have blogging...

Anyways.. now im back.. so no more sad stories.. like sana says stop being an emo... =p

i was going through my previous posts and it looks like im a grown person in some things and still the same in another... during my long period of absence ive seen alot, heard alot, and experiences alot more.. i entered my clinical years in medicine, i turned 20 (yayie!), i started dealing with real patients at our hospital, and most importantly i SAW A REAL LIFE come into this world... i experienced the happiness of a mom and the family of it... and truly it was one of the most amazing things ever!! =)

And along all that i smiled and laughed and sang and danced and acted =P and cried and yeah cried some more...

=) =( =P =') ='(

Like it is..

Sweet life.. bitter life..

But all that is gone now and that makes me remember a forward text, ill share..

To realize the value of 1 year... ask someone who failed an exam..

To realize the value of 1 month... ask someone who has not got a salary..

To realize the value of 1 week... ask someone who is hospitalized..

To realize the value of 1 day... ask someone who is fasting..

To realize the value of 1 hour... ask someone who awaits his beloved..

To realize the value of 1 min... ask someone who just missed a train..

To realize the value of 1 sec... ask someone who just escaped an accident...

Every moment is treasure... Yesterday is history... Tomorrow is mystery...

Today is a gift..

And thats why its called present..

=)

Ill be posting some more soon... i hope i get all my readers back... drop a shout if you do! =))

take cares...

veeeeee!

It looks almost new now.... =(

ill be back soon...

Updatessss.... =)

ookay though im writing this post in the gmail new message zone, but this post is for my blog and nowhere else... =p

the thing is that im sitting right now in my college's digi library and no ones here to give me company... plus the college lib has blocked all the social and networking sites... so im bored and alone and hungry... err... thats cz i just had a cup of milk in the morning cz no one was up to make me breakfast in time and i was late... =(

i dun like milk! not that i hate it or anything, but i just dun like having it for fun... i love lemonde... =) that too made by myself! and though people dun like the red sharbat... i LOVE it.... its soooo refreshing and i sooo wanna have 2 glasses of it right now... =D ahh... *mouth watersss*

=P

well since im all alone and bored and hungry... and im hoping bromine will be here soon... im gonna write some updates...

Vacations are almost ending and my first cousin Anni Baji is here with her daughter... so that makes me an aunt/khala!! Shes two! and im finally getting to spend time with her! and im having an amazzzzzing time!

i always knew that i love my niece... but i never imagined that being a khala was soooo much FUN!!

i mean im doing all random things with her, taking care of her, feeding her mango cubes and kheer while watching telly tubbys and baby looney toons, holding her dora towel while her mom takes her for a bath, holding her dora bag which she calls "kackpack" while she plays with the dora toy on its front.. =)

Khushi is her name... khushi means happiness... and seriously she has brought such a great energy around our place... =) she laughs and throws flying kisses and says "byee" and brings smiles all around the room..

she loves to wet all herself with water in our lawn with a pipe, which she lifts with all her might even though its so heavy for her... she hold it straight under her face, tight against her body wetting herself and making her mom angry cz she then has to change her thrice in a day... =P

she loves to chase kittens and give them food right into their mouth.. =P she doesnt know how to actually pat them so she just pulls their tails and when we are like "No!! love them dun tease them" she gives them a kiss... and we go ewww!! =P

her language is so cute... pay means wear, bay means sit, mum means water ans so on... but the word she loves to say loud and clear is NO! =p

shes a sweetheart, calls all the ladies mama and all the uncles baba... my cousin asked me wot i wanted her to call me and i said khala's just fine... =)

its amazing how a little baby can change everyones mood... my dad and mum all stressed and tensed get home... they see her and they are like =) this.. everyones wants a little of her... and shes like a VIP in demand... shes a angel like any other baby, innocent and pure... and i love her, it make me wonder if there is even a bigger word than love... i dun think there is... so ill just say i love her times infinity... =))

more later.... hope bromine comes asap! =p

Starting to believe...

Its love I hear people talk about, my friends talk about and my old friends who kinda left me for it talk about… Love is what I dun know about much, but yes I do believe in it, or I am starting to…

Sometimes little things in life show you that it does exist, little sentences or books, and then many things tell you it doesn’t, but I for now truly believe that It does exist… whether It would come my way, im not sure but I certainly hope so, but if it doesn’t I know its rare… and not all can be as lucky…

The love I believe in, is not the one which happens to people nowadays, it’s the old fashioned one, the ones nowadays is regarded as the silly novelish one,

The one in which two people don’t need to be together to feel it,

The one which needs no words to be expressed,

The one in which a blink of eye is enough to say that yes its there, I feel it for you, I care for you, I live for you and I could die for you…

And just a nod from the other one is enough to let know that the trust between them is as strong as the relation of one with God… It says all… it says… I believe you… I trust you and I love you too…

It’s like two perfect pieces of puzzle,

It’s like one soul in two bodies,

It’s like the planet with its moon,

Its like made for each other…inseparable and dependent…

Love… such a small four lettered word brings meaning to life, an ambition to be fulfilled, it’s like a rainbow… it reflects colors… colors of adore, respect and passion… Commitment and promise, trust and compromise…

It has much more to it than what people nowadays think of it, I seriously doubt if except few someone really knows how strong it can be… yea, now u’ll say what I would know, im not in love, but everyone has a perspective and so do I…

I believe it’s a gift of God, blessed by Him to His good people, a way of Him letting some know that He loves them and so by sending that person to his good man He makes him feel loved in this world…

I seriously might start believing in it… and I do like any other teenage girl want to have it… but I dun wanna rush into it, I want it to be gifted by God, though sometimes seeing couples around me make me sad inside, but there’s faith and hope inside me… and from my perspective I need to please my God first, fall in love with Him first and then make Him love me back… =)

The Last Song!!

Read the book and fell in love!! =))

Nicholas sparks finally gave me a happy ending even though he made me cry like a baby!!

Loved this one!!

Have uploaded its OST! I dun like miley at all but i think the song's pretty nice! =) anyways im gonna see the movie asap and i hope she hasnt ruined such an awesum story!

Tc!!