=)

warm.
happy.
content.
rain.

what more could i ask for? =)

Lagoh Prano.

It’s been a while since I last posted. I was going through a phase. And it was not good really. I had become an all in one package… emotional, sad, and depressed and all synonyms like so. (A pretty good example was my last post, I think it kind of narrated the stories I was going through.)

Anyways, now I am past it.

And I’ve never been more content and happy in being me right now. =)

How do I explain, how and what brought the better change. Something about it reminds me of a circuit path. When all connections one by one become intact, the bulb lightens. Or when the parcel is passed from one hand to another, slowly it reaches the final right place at the right time. Now that I think of it, my story kind of feels the same. Let me tell you.

Since months I have been trying to get my hands on a book I wanted to read, it belonged to my best friend and it couldn’t come to me because some more friends asked for it and it was with them. I waited and waited and finally I forgot. Meanwhile I went through this sad phase and it really hit my nerve one night. I was lost and hurt. I had never been more hurt in my life. The very next day, my friend texted me while I was in college that she had something for me. Yes, I finally got that book called Eat. Pray. Love.

That night I started reading it and Man! It was good. While reading it I began to think a lot and I too started to pray very regularly and wished for my inner peace. My contentment.  And like magic it started working.

I feel grown now. I feel good now. I am happy.                                                          

And I have no one to thank this time except me and my Allah.

Lagoh Prano means happy body and that’s.. what I feel.

Bitten Truth..

No place like home is what they say,

But that’s not always true, my way.

Escape is what I need sometimes,

As ivy on my heart climbs,

I want to flee far away,

And loose count of night and day.

Like a careless leaf with the wind sways.

Time heals all wounds is what they say,

But that’s not always true, my way.

With time, my scars deeped,

Never forgot how I weeped,

The lock on door remains still,

Reminds of pain,

That almost killed.

They love, is what they say,

But that’s not always true, my way.

Genuine and pure are words now,

An actor forgets them after the bow,

The things which meant the world to crowd.

Were never meant when said out loud.

I'm a Sad Face. Hello?

Veeeee for Reebie!!!

O yeah ahan!!
O yeah ahan!!!

*dances*

today is gonna be awesome!!
We are gonna have fun!
We are gonna look hot!
And gonna party ALL NIGHT LONG!!! =D

*more dance*

It's my friend's engagement and what else should i say... HOGAI PYAR KE JEET!! =p

hehe pretty lame right! =p

CONGRATULATIONS REEBIE AND HASAN!!! =D

Rent A Dulha!

lol, i just came across this pic i took in my first year at uni, it was the crazy day!
i wonder i would become on my crazy day?
Any ideas?

CARNIVALLLL!!!!!

Okay guys its always great to be a part of a thing thats so cool and noble at the same time and not to forget completely awesome as well...

This 19th, me and my friends are putting up this huge fundraiser event, called DUHS CARNIVAL! Try to be there.. im posting its Facebook page and the website here... Join JoIN JOIN!!! =)

Hoping to see you there!! =)

Sweat drops wish you a happy summer!

Not just a month ago i was here, sitting at our sea view (no!.. its the college one =p) and it was nice and pleasant (means the same thing so what?), and me and my group were planning a treat (which never really happened =x) at sea view boat basin (yes!.. the sea one =p) cz it sounded like a perfect outting for the group.. I mean what was possibly wrong with the plan when..

Nice weather.. CHECK!

Cars.. to be CHECKED!

Mansur paying.. CHEQUE!

Yeah! so all in all it seemed an brilliant idea.. (mine! ofcourse! =p)

Anyway, the point is, it was pleasant, and cool and I was still wearing those nice cotton clothes and my hair were dry and every where i looked there wasnt a drop of sweat running down people's profiles.. And then.. *time ran* and now i have landed again at sea view and the view isn't nice at all! Now as i look here and there and ofcourse at myself i see as if it is raining, not the achi wali rain from the sky but the sweat rain!!

With the sweat rain comes the tempers.. and they going pretty high like the temperature. Poor Tooba gets snapped by me alot.. =(

With the short tempers come the wards.. You wont agree with me more right? civil sucks in summers way more now.

With the summer wards come loadshedding multiplied by 100.. Why doesnt someone blast KESC please?

With the loadshedding comes the lawn billboards.. WHY THE HELL IS LAWN SO EXPENSIVE THIS TIME?!!!

*takes a minute to compose herself*

umm.. where was I? oh yes, the summmer... *makes it sound like a dirty word*..

So the thing is I can't figure out how can somebody like this season? what is so good about it? And pleassee dont say the word 'mangoes' as a reason.. Mango isn't a very good reason to like summers miss.you know who you are.. its a shameless fruit by the way! And what good could ice creams do except making you more thirsty at the end, right?

Khair,, my point is, helpless actually.. I cant do anything about it really, summers are here to stay for the longest time of the year here, and no one can help it..

What i would just want to lessen the irony is a rain shower every few days (Please Allah jee please) and nice non oily sun block and airconditioned wards and points and electricity in my house when i get home and no voltage fluctuations and dmc to open the halls with ac on during the breaks, Ramzaan off, Gamgheen Bhai to distrubute chilled colas among the thirsty children for free and someone to gift me few nice lawn suits while im at it and not promise it for my birthday (i need them NOW!). Well thats just about it, i know its not much but ill handle the rest myself.. =p

So, my real point is the we function best when the weather is nice and then its not that hard to get work done and study even.. (umm no?.. guess im just wrong there hehe..).

Lastly i want to, no i dont want to, i just think i should, even with all the rant i made, wish you a Happy Summer! Dont let it get you! Make silly memories with it while slurping ice lollies and dont forget to get a deo! =p

Happy Summer Everyone! =)