Crush or more..

Seeing him, gave me a start..

La la la went my heart..

Where ever he went,

Went my gaze..

Stalker i became..

I did my chase.

Placing my feet on his footprints on shore,

Hearing his voice, and wanting more..

To get a bit of him,

I sat on his places..

Tangled my heart..

Like shoe laces..

He was as if a highlighter..

Among the crowd..

A whole lot brighter..

Looked blue, when i was blue..

All i wanted..

Was to give him a clue..

That my heart skipped beats,

With his nearing feet..

That my cheeks went red,

With the funny things he said,

That my heart grew cold..

With the sad secrets he told..

That his smile took me high...

Gave my tummy a butterfly..

That his gaze made me fumble..

He was the sweetest cookie crumble..

And poor me is in a jumble..

But,

If its a crush or more,

its too soon to say..

but moments of togetherness,

is for what i wish

And pray!

Its all good!! =D

WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY TEAM!!!

These things of beauty.. might be joys forever...=p

Things are so many that it is confusing,

Which one deserves love and which one abusing..

But somethings are beautiful in their own special way,

And yes that might include lesbos and those who are gay..

Beautiful are your smelly socks which you are wearing for weeks,

Beautiful is the stale apple from which the worm peeks..

Joy was the time you had when you flattened the neighbors tyre,

Beautiful was the moment when your dad aimed a gun at you to fire..

Joy was the moment you had when you blew up the kitchen, home alone,

Beautiful was the moment when out of the house you were thrown..

Beautiful is the garbage bin, over flowing the street,

Beautiful is the stinky smell which comes every time you breathe..

Beautiful was the time when you last constipated,

Joy was the way you felt, when IT got out and you felt elated..

Things which are disgusting and make you go ewww,

Might not be as pretty as a flower with dew..

But still you cant say that you like seeing them never,

Cz for you they are at times a joy forever!!

=P

This one is esp for my beloved sannaaa!! Who shits pea but wonders how to pee shit... =p yes sana that is your beautiful joy forever... dun deny it!! Hahaha!! =p

Baby Turtle...

These are for the times I and you felt lonely... Like a baby turtle...

Hanging in the middle,

Standing in the corner,

Staying out and away,

Like someone foreign..

Like a fish out of water,

I don't know if i belong,

Like a baby turtle feels,

Waiting for a wave to take along..

Like a moon i seem to shine,

With the light thats not mine,

Loaned glow from the sun,

Just for a while.. Just for sometime..

I envy the stars,

I envy the clouds,

I envy the fish,

And their togetherness around..

As shadows surround,

And the shine glooms,

I await every fourteenth night,

For my full moon..

=)

Im back... =)

I switched back and forth through different blogs yesterday and today and realized that time goes by no matter what... its almost an year now, that i have properly posted on my blog and its looks as if me and my blog were like that old forgotten decoration piece which is quietly sitting in the corner and everything else carries on in front of it. some true loving admirers come and give it an occasional glance of concern, but for the rest its nothing special... =(

I used to come by blog seldom, due to certain personal issues... i felt bad for my blog and for myself and ive been waiting for the time when ill freely post and have the fun i used to have blogging...

Anyways.. now im back.. so no more sad stories.. like sana says stop being an emo... =p

i was going through my previous posts and it looks like im a grown person in some things and still the same in another... during my long period of absence ive seen alot, heard alot, and experiences alot more.. i entered my clinical years in medicine, i turned 20 (yayie!), i started dealing with real patients at our hospital, and most importantly i SAW A REAL LIFE come into this world... i experienced the happiness of a mom and the family of it... and truly it was one of the most amazing things ever!! =)

And along all that i smiled and laughed and sang and danced and acted =P and cried and yeah cried some more...

=) =( =P =') ='(

Like it is..

Sweet life.. bitter life..

But all that is gone now and that makes me remember a forward text, ill share..

To realize the value of 1 year... ask someone who failed an exam..

To realize the value of 1 month... ask someone who has not got a salary..

To realize the value of 1 week... ask someone who is hospitalized..

To realize the value of 1 day... ask someone who is fasting..

To realize the value of 1 hour... ask someone who awaits his beloved..

To realize the value of 1 min... ask someone who just missed a train..

To realize the value of 1 sec... ask someone who just escaped an accident...

Every moment is treasure... Yesterday is history... Tomorrow is mystery...

Today is a gift..

And thats why its called present..

=)

Ill be posting some more soon... i hope i get all my readers back... drop a shout if you do! =))

take cares...

veeeeee!

It looks almost new now.... =(

ill be back soon...